Want a hot toddy?

Want a hot toddy?

Only if Todd can give a great massage.

As soon as the doc gives me the go ahead, I'm going tanning. I've been stuck inside in bed for so long I'm beginning to look like an albino.

Only if Todd can give a great massage.

How about if I give you the massage

My life sucks

Missing my good friend in New York... Another snow storm in our midst....I want to bypass spring and just get ready for summer..

^Aw, don't we all Vee? Winter is so depressing for me at times....

I wanna be able to get out and be normal. Ugh. Is there a way to go forward in time to speed up my recovery?

I wanna be able to get out and be normal. Ugh. Is there a way to go forward in time to speed up my recovery?

Well you've been in my thoughts for quite sometime and I hope that you make a speedy recovery! I want you to be okay and that's all I have to say!

Well you've been in my thoughts for quite sometime and I hope that you make a speedy recovery! I want you to be okay and that's all I have to say!

Thanks Noel. Looking at your avatar sure helps speed up the recovery process

Watching AI literally having tears in my eyes from laughter..

Today the 17th is my anniversary date at my company. I am getting my profit sharing today which is close to 3K and I am also more invested in my 401K. I am anxiously awaiting for the website to update so I can see how much I now have

A Life for a Life

Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away. -Source: A Life for a Life

Life. Its a complicated thing. People do things to make it more complicated - like sleep with a friend, get involved with drama, make things big issues, and so on - we all do it. and secretly, a lot of us love it. I'm am one of those people - or rather i WAS one of those people. I'm changing. I'm growing up. I'm letting go. I'm moving on.

Its sad that in order to do this i must let go of friends. But there are friends in your life who do not want you to succeed. They want you to fail. They want to bring you down and make them selves feel better.

I can honestly say that i am a person in progress. I know what and who i can become - its a matter of making it happen. I have to surround myself with the people who can help me get to this point.

So please, don't take it personal if i don't call you back, if i don't hangout with you, if i appear to not care. because trust me, i care a lot. but I'm at the point where I come before YOU in MY life. and for that i am not sorry.

I have things i need to do in life. I need to get out of debit. I need to save money. I need to go to college. Everything i do from here on out will be a part of that. And i am so honored and happy to have people in my life like Shelby, Jason, Shawntel, Ashley, Robin and others to help me get there. As well as friends like Lucas, Bri, Sabrina, Jessica, and others support me and help me get my mind of it when needed.

So if you reading this do me a favor. If you are going to hate on me for getting my life together, if you cant deal with me being happy, if you don't like any of the above, if you for whatever reason don't like the person i am trying to become, and if you don't KNOW that i can do this, then delete me. ignore me. lose my number. its nothing personal. its just i cant be this person i was anymore. Yes i am still going to go out and yes i will run into people who are not going to help me in life when I'm out - and thats okay. But it doesn't mean I'm going to play a role in the drama. It doesn't mean I'm feeding off it. It means that i have friends who are in a different place in life and they have friends who are my old friends.

I really do believe that you are who you hangout with. Your life is what you let it become. And if you are unhappy - change it. No longer am i going to feel for those who bring drama into there own life and then throw a pity part. I know, coming from me? Pot, meet kettle... but the thing is, a shift has happened to me. It has been happening for sometime, but last nights talk with Robin really got me going. So...

So for some of you - this is goodbye. For others its hello to a new me. a better me. a happier me.

thats my new blog - to harsh? i hope not...

Watching AI literally having tears in my eyes from laughter..

Oh my god I was just talking about that movie last night! My niece and I were talking about Stanley Kubrick and David Lynch. I miss Stalnley Kubrick. How did you like the movie?

Oh my god I was just talking about that movie last night! My niece and I were talking about Stanley Kubrick and David Lynch. I miss Stalnley Kubrick. How did you like the movie?

i thought V was talking about American idol