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Finding the Light

A blog by JAYJAY in General

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UPDATE

For very personal reasons FTL was put on a very immidiant hiatus. As the writer I've struggled in finding a way to bring it back. My whole timeline was thrown off. FINALLY I feel like i've found the perfect way. As crazy as it will be, I think I've found a way to hook people and actually make it understandable. I'm very excited. Later this week there will be more explanation. Thank you all for being patient. Sorry that the light faded for a bit, but put on your sunglasses
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Episode 193

An upsetting day for the people of Springfield... Church: Michelle walks outside. She doesn't understand how Bill could leave her on their wedding day. Jesse pulls up on his bike. Michelle stares at him. He parks and walks over to her. Michelle looks at him, "What are you doing here?" He looks at her, "Why are you standing outside in the cold on your wedding day?" She shakes her head, "I'm not to sure that this is going to be my wedding day anymore." H
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Fall Previews

Reva's Cancer: Will this be the end for Reva Shayne? Or will Noah save her? And what does this mean for Josh and Reva? Reva is going to lean on Noah a lot but Josh won't be left out of her life. Big Bad Alan Spaulding: Alan is back to his old ways. Working with Annie. Working with Blake. But when Natalia comes home will she remind Alan of his good side? And what will she do if she finds out about Alan and Blake's affair. Blake is determined to keep Remy away from Lizzie but she may p
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Fall Casting News

Crystal Chappell will exit as Olivia Spencer. The character of Olivia will leave Springfield after 10 years. Tamara Braun joins the cast! Her character's identity is being kept a secret for now. The character shares her first scenes with Gus. Lesli Kay's premiere has been pushed back. But she will be joining FTL RUMORS: Daniel Cosgrove may be exiting as Bill this fall. Kurt McKinney may return as Matt. Jeff Branson may be joining FTL as a new lov
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Episode 192

Destiny is confusing to the people of Springfield... Church: Michelle and Bill's wedding. Michelle and her ladies are getting ready. Vanessa and Dinah are sitting together. Vanessa smiles, "I'm so happy for you brother. He really deserves this. Don't you think?" Dinah sighs, "I will be respectful because this is Bill's day but I really don't want to talk to you." Vanessa sighs, "Mallet will be home soon. But you need to realize that your family should be your numb

Episode 191

So many decisions to make in little time in Springfield... Cross Creek: Bill walks outside. Shayne walks out with him, "Hey. Are you okay?" Bill nods, "It's just... I am trying to enjoy my night and my father is making it difficult." Shayne sighs, "Billy was just joking around." Billy walks out, "Shayne can I talk to my son please?" Shayne goes inside. Billy walks over to him, "I'm sorry." Bill sighs, "I didn't mean to make things uncomfortable. But Oliv

Episode 190

A memorable night in Springfield... Bauer Home: The ladies get together for Michelle. Marah smiles, "Ladies! Thank you all for attending Michelle's bachelorette party." Vanessa shakes her head, "No, you mean her bridal shower. Bachelorette parties are... well let's not even go there." Marah laughs, "The night is young Aunt Vanessa." Michelle stands up, "Well I'm not that young anymore. This is going to be a bridal shower." Dinah smiles, "I'm thrilled. My little

Episode 189

People worry about each other in Springfield... Park: Olivia and Emma are going on a walk. Bill approaches them with HB in a stroller. Olivia smiles, "Hey." He grins, "I thought I saw you two. What are you girls up to today?" Emma hugs him, "Hey Daddy. We're having a girls day." Bill laughs, "I guess I better get out of the way." Olivia shakes her head, "No, you can hang out with us for a little bit. How's my little guy doing?" She smiles at HB. Emma turns to B

Episode 188

People want to help each other in Springfield... Company: Olivia is eating with Emma. Buzz walks over, "How are two of my favorite ladies?" Olivia hugs him, "Hey! How are you?" He grins, "I'm good. How are you two?" Emma smiles, "We're good." Olivia looks away. Buzz turns to Emma, "Hey Em, why don't you go back and ask Lynn to help you make a special sundae." Emma grins, "Okay cool." Emma goes back to the kitchen. Buzz sits down, "Something yo

Episode 187

Everyone has a plan in Springfield... Harley's House: Phillip and Harley walk into her house. Harley hollers up the stairs, "Zach! Could you come down here for a minute please?" Zach comes down. Phillip smiles at him, "Hi." Zach nods, "Hey Dad. What's going on?" Harley sighs, "Well I told your father about Lincoln Prep and how you really wanted to go." Phillip looks at him, "You really do?" Zach nods, "I have some friends who are going there. And I mean w

Episode 186

Decisions need to be made in Springfield... Beacon: David is home for lunch. Lucy is with him, "So how are your cases going?" David nods, "Okay I'm just really busy taking over for Mallet while he's out of town." Lucy sighs, "What about the special case?" David looks at her, "Lucy I don't even know what to do with this." She is upset, "David! It has been 3 months! 3 months since Aubrey Cross kidnapped Marina's baby and Marina still doesn't know that her child

Episode 185

People want to help their loved ones in Springfield... Harley's House: Cyrus is with his brother. Cyrus looks at him, "Susan has been sleeping around with Gus Aitoro since Spring." Guillespie shakes his head, "No. No Susan wouldn't do that to me. We are in love." Cyrus sighs, "I'm so sorry you found out like this." G shakes his head, "No! The only reason I was working on myself and getting better was so I could come back for her." Cyrus nods, "I know." G is

Episode 184

The past comes back to bite you Springfield... Spaulding Mansion: Alan walks down to the living room. Blake is standing there. He smiles, "Well it's nice to see you again Blake." Blake sighs, "Shut up Alan." He grins, "Oh if you were angry at me you wouldn't have come here. Now what did you want." She walks over to him, "I am here to tell you that you are not to tell anyone what happened between us." He laughs, "Oh are you worried it's going to ruin your

Casting Updates!

Tamara Braun joins the cast! No word on who she will play but is rumored to have scenes with Gus, Bill, Michelle, and Jesse. Elizabeth Hendrickson joins the cast as the character Mary. Mary will be a new love interest for Coop but rumors are she'll share scenes with some other Springfield men. Kane Manera returns! Kane Manera will return as Mark Guillespie. It's a short term return. Zack Conroy joins! Zack Conroy will take over the ro

Episode 183

There are many regrets in Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: Mr. Wallace announced, "Ladies and gentleman, your official CEO, Ms. Annie Dutton." Annie stands, "Thank you all for your support. And those of you who didn't support me.... well I'm sorry." Dinah and Olivia stand at her sides. Alex turns to Alan, "I hope your happy, you know if you had put your pride aside and voted for your son he would be the CEO right and not her. Not Annie Dutton." Alan is ang

Episode 182

Huge decisions impact Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: The official voting day has begun. Today everyone will find out the CEO of Spaulding Enterprises. Alan walks in with his sister. Alex turns to him, "You must be pretty excited Alan. Today either you or Phillip will become the CEO." Alan scoffs, "I will become the CEO Alexandra don't you worry." Alex sighs, "As long as Annie Dutton isn't CEO I don't care who is." Alan shakes his head, "Bite you tongue

Episode 181

People's actions have consequences in Springfield... Towers: Susan and Gus are on the balcony. Gus looks at her, "I think it's best if we just leave everything we shared in the past." Susan nods, "I think so too. No one ever has to know about the time we spent together." They share a hug. They walk back into the party and are stunned as all eyes are on them. Rafe is standing on the bar, "Well if it isn't the couple of the hour!" Susan and Gus are stunn

Episode 180

Secrets cause problems in Springfield... Towers: A huge event is being hosted by Spaulding Enterprises. Liz enters with her cousin Rafe. Liz scoffs, "Look, look at all of them. They all think they're better than us because we're so young." Rafe nods, "They'll all see. We'll have the last laugh." Harley walks in. Gus walks over to her, "I didn't expect to see you here." She sighs, "I guess I was kinda hoping I'd run into you." Gus smiles, "You can call m

Episode 179

Everyone is worried in Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: The time has come to begin votes. Phillip and Alan Michael begin by voting for themselves. Alan stands up. Alan Michael scoffs, "Just say your favorite son's name and be done with it." Alan shakes his head, "Do you really think you can do this Alan Michael?" Alan Michael nods, "I know I can." Alan sighs, "I vote for my son. Alan Michael Spaulding." Many are surprised. Blake follows Alan

Episode 178

Shocking decisions are made in Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: Phillip and Lorelei (Beth) walk in. She turns to him, "Today is going to be a good day for you." Phillip sighs, "Can I count on your vote?" She laughs, "Are you still mad about me voting for Alan?" He sighs, "I'm confused." Alan walks in, "Well son, I hope you aren't a little jealous of me." Phillip turns to him, "Never have been and never will be. Have you decided who your voting for?"

Episode 177

Apoligies and Admissions in Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: Alexandra is getting ready to make her speech. Alexandra looks at the crowd of people, "Well everyone. I know you probably think that the old girl is done and ready to retire. But I'm here to tell you that I still have fight in me. I have been a part of Spaulding Enterprises for decades." Rafe mutters to Liz, "Or centuries." Alex continues, "And in that time I have seen it through ups and downs.

Episode 176

The Spaulding Board Meeting Begins in Springfield... Spaulding Enterprises: Annie, Olivia, and Dinah are sitting at the table. Annie grins, "Get ready ladies. Today is the day we have been waiting for and it will be a sweet victory for sure." Alan walks in, "Well if it isn't Annie Dutton and her little henchman. Don't you girls look pretty." Olivia grins, "Hello Alan. Don't get your hopes up for today." Alan sighs, "Well I was hoping for another one of your

Episode 175

A lot of catching up to do in Springfield... Bauer Home: Michelle and Jesse are in the kitchen. Michelle looks at him, "I honestly had a feeling you were going to say that. So you and Drew are not together anymore?" Jesse nods, "Yep. We're done." She sighs, "Why? I mean you guys seemed so happy." He shakes his head, "Can we please not do this right now. I'm just not ready to talk about it right now." She nods, "Of course. That was rude of me to ask." He shakes h

Episode 174

Interesting Confessions in Springfield... Reva Bend: Marah and Shayne walk up to the front door. Reva and Josh asked to meet them there. They knock. Josh opens, "Hey guys. Come on in." Marah walks in first, "So we kind of figured it out. Why you called us here to meet you." Josh turns to her, "You did?" Shayne nods, "And we think it's great. We saw you guys at the Bauer Barbecue. So close." Reva walks in, "You're here." Marah hugs her, "I'm so happy for y

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