Edited January 2, 200817 yr by Ryan Chandler
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What a [!@#$%^&*] !@#$%^&*].

Whoa. So much bleepage I cannot even read the slur. LOL.

Yeah. He's a total [!@#$%^&*] dick.

Really though. I have given up. I have about a snowball's chance in hell of finding anyone.

You'll find someone, I promise.

Everyone always says that.

But, to be honest. I don't ever believe it.

Right now I'm so pissed off at men. That...I probably wouldn't even know how to handle a relationship.

You can always move to Australia with me and Addie!

Yessss, Selena come too!

I'd have to take a boat.

You can always move to Australia with me and Addie!

I think you're forgetting someone here .

I think you're forgetting someone here .

Yes! Alexisfan!

I think you're forgetting someone here .

Are you sure?

Yes! Alexisfan!

Oh of course! That's who we forgot!

Okay, not to bore everyone, but...

So I was in a "sort of" relationship with this girl for about a year. It's really complicated, but we were more or less in a relationship for a long time. We even talked about running off and getting married and we were *thisclose* to doing it. Thank God we didn't. Well about 6 or so months ago she, out of nowhere, just ended things and said it wasn't working. She didn't have any explanation, just said she was done.

Well, about a month ago she came back around and started trying to be all friendly again. I pretty much told her I didn't want anything to do with her. Everyone in my life had told me they were happy she was out of my life, as they thought I was a better person/better off without her. But she came back saying she had changed and was trying to get back in my life. Well then out of nowhere she calls me and I hesitated, but answered and she just gave me this very long, sincere apology, explaining that a LOT had happened in her life. Of course, I was hurt that she didn't share with me at the time and let me help, but still, this changed things.

So I agreed to go out with her Thursday night, and it turned into three nights in a row of quite of bit of fun. It was great, but there were glimpses of "Now I remember why this didn't work the first time..". I don't know exactly where we are now, but there's just this part of me that wants to dive in again and be with her, while the rest of me is afraid I'll get hurt again.

My family is not too pleased about our reunion, but overall willing to give her another chance. I have some friends who say we've both changed and are in a better place now, so to try things out again. I have other friends who say I shouldn't show her the time of day.

I'm not sure what to do.

Hit it and quit it!

Hit it and quit it!

Exactly...screw her and drop her....lol

Well it's too late for that option LOLOL....Kidding.....

Whoa. So much bleepage I cannot even read the slur. LOL.

Yeah. He's a total [!@#$%^&*] dick.

Really though. I have given up. I have about a snowball's chance in hell of finding anyone.

I'm so sorry about that, Selena. I know how frustrating it is--YOU know I know how frustrating it is!

Seriously, I wonder sometimes if my first boyfriend (whoever that will be)will found out that he is in fact, my first boyfriend,

and just be so scared/freaked out of my inexperience in that area that he'll leave me without a second thought.

There are times when there are only two things I like about Valentine's Day:

1. It is also Single Awareness Day.

2. It means my birthday is two weeks later!

Otherwise, that day can bite me.

Edited January 20, 201312 yr by MissLlanviewPA