Edited January 2, 200817 yr by Ryan Chandler
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Might as well start from the beginning, lol

There are 2 popular gay clubs in my town, Glaciers and Our Fantasy. They are owned by the same person and during the week Glaciers is open and then the big money maker, Fantasy opens on the weekend. The guy I kiss is a bouncer for them. He started working there a few months back and I was instantly like "oh my DAMN he is hot" lol. I've always eyed him but never paid too much attention until a couple of weeks ago when my friend went to the bar to get a drink. He comes over to ask my name and then he had to go and take care of whatever it is that bouncers do. He told me at the end of the night to find him so he could get my number and blah blah blah. So we've been talking for the last couple of weeks or whatever and last night I went and saw him while he was at work. We were in the back, just talking and he needed to go outside so as he got up, BAM! He just planted one on me. I wasn't expecting it at all but when he did, I was like *WOAH* . He has got great lips and he just basically blew me out of the water with that one. I felt that kiss everywhere. We kissed again and one of my friends saw and had a fit. I guess she has a crush on me or whatever and she felt "betrayed" that I didn't want to be with her, lol. And then we kissed again just before I left. What threw me off guard is that we did it in front of God and everyone. I guess I could take it as a sign that he wants to be more than just friends.

Gotta love picking up a bouncer. (One of my most memorable encounters was with a bouncer/fireman-in-training, BTW.) Good luck.

Awww....A-Man...You know I am gonna miss my other best bud a lot, but I think what you got going for ya, w/ a new job, a cruise, vacation, moving, all of it, it is gonna be an experience for the good, so it will be sad to see you go, and I will miss ya, man. Never forget the cyberpointing we created LOL, and our *fights* about AMC. Good Luck in all you do.

I sound like a yearbook, but it's true

Aww - thanks bud (and to everyone else). I'm definitely in transition, and about to start a major new chapter in my life. I'll still be around, but it'll be a lot less often than before.

And of course I'll never forget the *CYBERPOINTS* haha.

Gotta love picking up a bouncer. (One of my most memorable encounters was with a bouncer/fireman-in-training, BTW.) Good luck.

Thanks .

You've all heard of the phrase "By Any Means Necessary" Well, today, I had to do something by any means necessary to get the hell away from that retail job.... One job is all I can do and I'll do whatever to stick with just one job, and I do mean anything.

Nice to relax after a long day at work. I don't have to be in until 2 tomorrow so I can sleep in and get stuff done int he morning instead of rushing out early.

SO mad though. The other manager, the one who makes the schedules, has me working THIRTEEN hours next Thursday. WTF is that? SO PISSED!

Shawn.....I miss you

Let's talk later.

Shawn.....I miss you

Let's talk later.

Aww I miss you too.

Sounds good.

Have you ever felt that maybe you have offended someone and you don't know what you did? And that you don't know how to approach him or her? I feel that I have wronged someone somehow and I don't know what to do. I want to fix it because I like and respect this person a lot, but I don't know how to do it. I am at a crossroads here.

OMG I'm actually starting to tear up listening to this song. It touches on a lot of issues right now with me. One of the most beautiful songs ever.

Where are you this moment?

only in my dreams.

You're missing, but you're always

a heartbeat from me.

I'm lost now without you,

I don't know where you are.

I keep watching, I keep hoping,

but time keeps us apart

Is there a way I can find you,

is there a sign I should know,

is there a road I could follow,

to bring you back home?

Winter lies before me

now you're so far away

In the darkness of my dreaming

The light of you will stay

If I could be close beside you

if I could be where you are

if I could reach out and touch you

and bring you back home

Is there a way I can find you,

is there a sign I should know,

is there a road I could follow,

to bring you back home to me

I need food...like NOW LOL

Paris, Lindsay, Nicole, ......all those little party hearty/hard-y biznittches just need to.............. vanish!

I've been saying this phrase to a song all day:

I just need a little of your time

A little of your time

To say the words I never said

Just need a little of your time

A little of your time

To show you that I am not dead

What the hell?! LoL

Edited May 18, 200718 yr by Kennylicious

Kennylicious: definition: make them boys go loco!

Kennylicious: definition: make them boys go loco!

They want my treasures, so they get their pleasures from my photo. You could see me, you cant squeeze me, I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy. I got reasons why I tease 'em, boys just come and go like seasons... KENNYLICIOUS!