tracyluver

hello hello hello!!! How are you all/ I havent been here in sooo long but i had to drop in and shre in the tracy lurve! RL has been the hectic cause of my posting absence but now im back and ready to post! The problem is i dont really know what to say! LOL I would answer the quiz questions but everything the i was going to say has already been said. I miss tracy, but thats nothng new. I really liked the few short scnes (any scene is too short when my Tracy is in it!!) that we got. and WOW! 3 DAYS IN A ROW!!!!! That was like...Christmas come early for me, it was awesome. Well, im gonna go and see if my brand new movie is in the mail! I ordered Peter Greenway's The Cook, The Thief, His Wife and Her Lover and I cant wait to watch!!!) Bye all. *prays to the soap gods that tracy is on today*

GH sucks. that is all. Party in the breakroom, anyone?

***waves to MF*** How r u guys? I havnt written here in forver!! I just wanted to say thanx for all the b-day wishes ( i forgot to say that last time ) and im lovin the new fics! FF.net was beign a !@#$%^&*] but i eventually got to them all and i loved them! Oh and Regency was it? (I get you and Lainey confused for some reason) HAAAAWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTT!!!!! Like wow. it was awesome. Jsut wanted to pop in and say that. Oh, and thanks for all of your support on the ex-bf/pics thing. You guys are sooooo awesome! It seriously made me feel soooo much better just to see that people supported me since i couldnt tell anybody else. Thnx! Oh, and LOL MF 'bout your big ass bat!

***waves to, MF!!!*** I loved TQ yesterday! It was the ONLY good part of my day, yesterday. How about I come to school yesterday only to find that my ex-boyfriend put naked pictures of me up on his e-mail which is on his phone (he has a blackberry) and brought them to school and showed EVERYBODY! You have no idea how humiliating that was for me. I mean, ive never really been shy about my breasts and whatnot but it's always been my choice, it's my body and it mortified me to have the choice to show my body taken away from me. and then i had the ABSOLUTE worse day at work yesterday. I'm a waitress and i almost dropped two big trays twice, and i actually dropped food on this lady. i just went into the cooler and cried. i cried myself to sleep because all i could think about was "does she know?", "has he seen the pictures of me?". so yeah, you have no idea about how much TQ brightened my day. I dont know. Thanx for..erm..listening to me. I cant telll my mom about this you know because then she'd be like "how did he get the pictures" and it'd be all my fault which, actually, it is but whatever. just wanted to say how good i thought her scenes were yesterday. they were awesome.

ok, whoa, what the heck is up with the triple post inccident that happened in my last post? That was just weird. Anyway, i could totally see that scenrio playing out on screen. I may be the only one, but i am not worried about jane leaving in november so i think lacy will continue. or, at least end with a bang, or have some sort of 'psuedo-ending" that will sorta break our girls heart but will eventually work to her extreme benifit in the end (i.e.-Luke initailly ending things with the baby-Q debacle blowing up in all of their faces and Laura waking up and what not but then luke sees that his precious laura and he are no longer a good match because shes still stuck in the same mentality that she had when she went catatonic with wanting the happy family unit and what not and obviuosly things are just not that way and then luke will see how much he loves and needs tracy and then he will spend the rest of his life making sweet, passionate love to her and graveling for being such an [!@#$%^&*].....oh, and maybe feeding heer olives, strictly for our benifit and entertainment ) or something like that. i would like a little drama and angst in our little lacy, even if it meant our girl getting her heartbroken, as long as, in the ned, luke's heart is broken and he's hurt even more because her realizes how much he hurt her. drama is good, folks. drama=screentime (we hope) and screentime is ALWAYS good, imho. Oh, well, gotta go actually LEARN something since i am actually in school, lol!

Hello, all!! Wow, you guys have been busy with the posting activities, haven't you? Just popping in to say how much i LLLLLLLLUUUUUUUURRRRRFVVVVVVVVEDDDDDDDDDD tracy yesterday!!! Still not as bad as i thought it would be but only time will tell, right? anyway, just wanted to say that! BTW, Thanx Keith for help with my sig banner! Hello, all!! Wow, you guys have been busy with the posting activities, haven't you? Just popping in to say how much i LLLLLLLLUUUUUUUURRRRRFVVVVVVVVEDDDDDDDDDD tracy yesterday!!! Still not as bad as i thought it would be but only time will tell, right? anyway, just wanted to say that! BTW, Thanx Keith for help with my sig banner! Hello, all!! Wow, you guys have been busy with the posting activities, haven't you? Just popping in to say how much i LLLLLLLLUUUUUUUURRRRRFVVVVVVVVEDDDDDDDDDD tracy yesterday!!! Still not as bad as i thought it would be but only time will tell, right? anyway, just wanted to say that! BTW, Thanx Keith for help with my sig banner! ETA: How weird was it that everybody just kept wavin around condoms and throwing them at parent/granparents, etc.?! It was just so random that every time they had to talk about one they had to be hlding it up and waving it around? lol

***waves to Minervafan!!!*** Hey guys! saw the preview for today and SQUEEEEEEEDDD to my little hearts content!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! Tracy's on!!! I'm sooo freakin excited!!! oh and angel, you're only a sophomore!!!??? that's feakin crazy! I swear i thought you were a senior with me. Maybe it's because you ...erm..."sound" so much more mature than the avg. 10th grader. maybe that's 4xcrazy im thinkin of....

Baby Lila die?? NNNOOOO!!! What the heck? Am i the only one (well, besides MF) that thought the baby would freakin' make it! I mean, seriously, i havent read the new chapters but like it never even crossed my mind that the baby wouldnt make it. That would suck for me, honestly. I think ive been through too many real-life miscarraiges to enjoy a fake one, honestly. Im sure that you would do it wonderfully, Ms.Q but that would suck for me. JMHO. MF, I friended you as "tracyluvr", not tracyluver on lj, im a member of the ficathon, and i still couldnt read the alternate version of "happy". I love the other one tho, by the way. It was just awesome but you know i wanna read the other one. what can i do? *trots off to reda chapter 2 of keith's story*

oooo, i would LURVE for Tracy to carry the baby for Lulu! That would be awesome (but kinda wierd, considering she would be "pregnant with her sons baby"......yeah, that's nasty. if you lookl at it that way then it's weird. but i dont think its an abortion. they might talk about it, but then they always do or they "consider their options" but to me abortion just aint that big of a scandal no more. honestly. people really have strong feelings about it, but i don't think its scandelous, just controversial. make sense? oh, and i think tracy would encourage lulu to have it. i think know trcay regrets the way she raised her kids and while you could say that she would tell lulu to have an abortion for that very reaon ( lulu's too young just like she was, dadada), you could also look at it and say that tracy knows what it is like to have given up the honor and responsibility of raisng your child and it it a pain and regret that will never subside. yeah i could see her saying she had an abortion before, but i still see her warnning lulu off of it, or at least telling her to be ABSOLUTELY sure because that is a commitment just a big as actuall having your child-either way you have to live with it everyday. JMHO ETA: nex, ive seen that done on the discovery health channel so yea i think it can be done. i cant remember if it was successful or not tho...

GUYS!!! Im sry i haven't posted in so long but i just got a new job (im a waitress/hostess at a restaurant) and i havent been able to get to my aunts to ppst this: I think i have the slammed into motherhood figured out : okay, theres a whole slew of pregnancies coming up soon, right? and somehow they were all caused from defective ELQ condoms, and Tracy is CEO of ELQ. Get it? shes gonna be "slammed into motherhood", but it won't have anything to do with her own children or her being a mother herself, persay, except that her son and and step-daughter will be having children of thier own. She'll be slammed into the motherhood of others. make sense? obviously there is gonna be a big flall-out/ lawsuit and Tracy will be taking most (or all, knowing GUZA) of the blame for it. "s'ammed inbto motherhood in a BIG way", that has to be it, cuz we know that if anything is in a big way on GH it can't just be a great story for TQ on her own. she HAS to be being mocked or ridiculed for her supposed incompetence in some way. anyway, that's my take.

Wassup, ya'll! Sry about all the typos in my last post but i was REALLY rushing and by the time i noticed them all it seemed pointless to fix them. Any TQ today? yeah, i thought not. Why would there be? It's theSonny/Carly/Alexis/Ric/Jason/Sam/Maxie/Lucky/Liz show!!!!! YAY!!! Aren't you all atwitter with emotion and excitment? Yeah, me either. Well, nuthin much to say....luvin OH, baby, Ms.Q. I get so excited when i see that you've updated. Homelands, anyone? Any takers on a Beautiful Disaster? I'm bored and i need intellectual stimuli guys and Gh obviously ain't doin' it. Oh, angel, did you say that you are already in school?! I would seriously cry myself to sleep at night, but that's because i didn't get out until June this year. When did you get out? Are you a senior now or am i a year behind you? well, guys, that's all she wrote so i'll be out. TA! ETA: How do you put a banner on your posts?

TTTTTRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you can't guess, i FINALLYn read Mother Freedon, carry Me Home and.....wow....just....wow! I don't know what to say. I know that i am prolly the last person to read it and it took me forever cuz my internet sucks but i DID IT and it rocked OUT! Oh! I am just so excited. you are phenomeonal and thank you soooo much for everthing you tried to do to help me read your story! You too, Ms., you guys are awesome! About Trcay scenes: missed monday but i saw tuesday. i personally think that a lot more was going on than what was "seen". ya know. I think Tracy knows. In fact,. I'm sure she does. Yeah, everybody saw her sudden connection to her purse but everybody else seemed to buy her story (maybe cuz they were too wrapped up in their own drama to notice...or care?) but tray seemed to really...get it. i dunno. just how old was tracy when she had Ned, anyway? I'm just happy that we saw her at all. i just watched her the entire time and yeah, when she was watching Lulu she seemed observant but any other time she seemed annnoyed. And didn't it seem like she made a point of pressing the buttons on her phone to anyone else? I thought it was either a) there was a reason for this and Tracy and her phone calls will come into play later everybody there had somebody to talk to but her which i found irritating or c) JE was just like how the heck could you drag me out of the comfort of my own home for this?! I dunno, just somethin i noticed. oh, another thing. at first i thought that party was weak jwith it being only Luky liz bobbie and tracy there at first but then i thought, TRACY is there! (I know i dont make sense yet, stay with me) It wasn't like this was some HUGE event with the entire cast and tracy just happened to be there, she was an active (well, as active as you can be with no speaking parts, lol) part of this party. That's why i think tracy knows lulu is pregnant. maybe she sees and recognizes (from experience?) the signs of a young girl hiding a pregnancy and maybe shell be there for lulu. there has to be ome reason that there establishing this connection between them. like i said, they could have just as easily not have tracy involved at all. Anyway, talk over. gotta go curl my VERY pregnant cousins hair, since she gets to tired to easily now (her iron count is like a 4. seriously, who has iron that low.) anyway gotta go. TTYAL! Happy Tracy-days to you all!

Thanx so much, Keith! MF, I pm'd you. Ms.Q, did you get my other pm? im not quite sure it sent. *trots off to read Hidden Truths*

TRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Y YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [pants] OmG, (pants) that's been biulding up for days!!!! LOL[/pants] Ms.Q, i pm'd you back, that was so sweet to do, thank you. Ok, so i totally have been logging on and reading the posts everyday, jotting down notes in my mental journal of things i wanted to say when i posted and the only thing i can remember of any of it now is lol on the Ned/Tracy smut confusion! oh, and ff.net is being a pain in the ass and i cant read ANY new stories! I almost cried in frustration after waiting for so long in anticipation to read both stroies...this is prollty alot to ask but ms.q, mf, can you PLEASE upload (or whatever you call it ) these stories to lj, so i cvan read them??? I would be foreva indebted (sp? lol) Oh, and can somebody tell me what "ICAM" means? I feel like an idiot for asking but i really dont know. oh, and when speaking fo fandoms, what does "canon"mean? it prolly obvious, lol!

*blinks* Stop. Now. I'm sitting here with my teacher and I supposed to be working on official Student Council business so stop. ~~~~~~~~~~olivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolives~~~~~~~~~~ SOOO, about the bowling alley thing, that would be cute. i could totally see tracy tripping on one of those long ass jackets and Lukey-boy "accidentally" falling on top of her....ok, i reeeeaaalllyy gotta go now... ~~~~~~~~~~olivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolivesolives~~~~~~~~~~

Hello all! *giggles in MF's direction* I didn't come to this thread evil, it just sorta happened one day...and I LOVE it!!! LOL! So, no TQ today, huh? well, that just leaves the fic (which is infinitely better than the show on it's best day, NE-way) Can't wait to travel to my "Homeleands", can't get enough of that (newly updated?) "Beautiful disaster", the 100 fics are blowin my mind, and "Oh Baby", Ms.Q, are you good or what? ***Be warned children, this is what lackage of TQ does to a person, they start saying cheesy things like the sayings above (especially the "Oh Baby" reference)*** well, gotta go do....something. TA! ^^^^olives and tongues and lips, Oh MY!!^^^^

Hello,all! I am sooo excited to post, although i have nothing really to say, other than i sent you a pm, MF about "the olive". suffice it to say, I get it, i REALLLLY get it! lol soooooooo what's up guys? i am supposed to be babysitting but he (my two-year old coousin, amari) just left to go to the stroe with his pa-pa so im all alone. nevermind they just came back gotta go. ETA: Have any of you had any weird dreams about JE/TQ? If im weird on this one then forget i ever posted this but last night i had a dream that JE saw this site and offered to fly all of us up to have a private meeting with her and we all met each other and it was awesome! My alarm buzzing was the biggest disappointment in my life to date! lol ne-hoo, had to post that. bye!

Hey, guys! Sry i took so long in posting but i was having the most imteresting conversation with tracy in the break room...oh, but, don't bother getting excited about seeing her, she had some AMAZING love scenes to do on set today and she had to go...the flatbread tacos we made with the breadmaker was awesome tho, thanx keith! OK, gotta catch up. first let me say how much i LURVED JE on Soap Talk, even if i do hate lisa and ty, (and i do hate them, make no mistake) they are loud, boisterous, obnoxious, and lisa's lips just piss me the hell off. i dont know what it is but they just look...ugh ( i know thats incredibly critical and shallow but they seriously irk me) they overtalk each other and i too think two hosts are redundant. It wouldn't even be so bad if they were funny, but, alas, they are not. that sais, however, i would miss the show because it is the only one of it's kind. i mean where else do we get JE, NLG, RS (robin strasser, my sista from another mista) all on one show (not one episode, mind you, but, you get me drift.)? They should just get better hosts. Ty's actually not all that bad when there's a guest host or something like when lisa was on DWTS. that was like heaven! Back to JE, tho. she was awesome: vibrant, witty, she seemed comfortable in her own skin. I don't know if anyone else caught this but i would not worry about JE not re-signing in Nov. When they were talking about her producing she specifically said that she was over-paid, under-worked, and she wouldn't give that up. she's staying my friends. also, at the end of her segment when they were about to go to commercial, she ,mouthed the word "write" to the camara. I, personally, have taken that as a supreme command for my Tracy-god, and i shall doeth whath sheth commandeth! It might actually matter since she said do it, right. Write. MF, i feel you on the whole daddy cancer scare. my dad wnt for a colonoscopy and they found out that he had polyps and they didn't knnow if had cancer and they wouldnt know if they medicine they gave him was working and that he didn't, in fact, have cancer until some weeks later when they could do another test. the most nervewracking weeks of my life. It was, alas, a false alarm and im glad that your dad will be able to fight his own illness. that's awesome. i do think that tracy's "problem" as far as the Q's are concerned (well one of the bigger problems, the biggest?) is that she doesn't have a penis.(blunt but true.) she has major daddy issues but i personally think that adds to her character. I like that she has the problems she has/has had (sadistic, right?) because i think that is the reason she is so strong. She's self-reliant because she really has noone else to rely on, she's determined because the has had to fight to the death, nearly, to get just the simplest of things. that is excatly why i like her, she reminds me of myself. granted, my relationship with my family is great and my dad adores me (he calls me his "little chocolate chip" I don't even like chocolate but i do lurve that name!) but i have one through some things in my seventeen (eighteen in one month and four days..) years that some adults haven't gone through, couldn't survive if they did (among them: familial child molestation, two divorces, bullimia, finding out in the worst possible way that i was adopted...and of course, the dreaded T word, "therapy") yet i have survived. scratch that, i have more than merely survived, i have lived. i refuse to be crippled by the situtations that surround me, refuse to remain a victim to the cowrdly actions of those that would despitefully use me. i am a strong woman, hear me roar...so is Tracy, so too, i think, are the women (and keith), on this board. opposed but never beaten, bruised but never broken. l love this place. you guys are awesome.

YOOOO Party in here! Ms.Q! welcome bak girly! How was your time in this here fair state of Indiana? Angel, was uuuup cuz! lol Regency, i know these people seem crazy right now (what with the imaginary breadmakers and the theivery (ILTQ!) and what not but trust me, it's just an illusion. (actually, the jury's still out on that one, ) any tq today? dare i even ask? i dunno, if they keep writing tracy as well as hey have been i'd settle for once or twice a week. im NOT picky if shes not making an ass of her self over some two-bit man ( or as MF fodly refers to them, y chroms! lol) who has yet to grow up. URGH! *quietly and qith the skills of anna devane, supa-spy, steals zucchini bread from ILTQ*

*waves to ILTQ!!!* yeah, the scene yesterday did seem a little unfinished. and, as i think someone else mentioned earlier, WTH was up with all the people ranomly showing up at kelly's? i mean, i get the diego/georgie making out thing and how like people were watching them, but they never showed anybody leave! I mean, i know they don't ALWAYS show people leaving a scene, they just assume the viewers know, but like that was FOUR couple's of people (did that make sense?lol) nobody was shown leaving, yet nobody saw each other and they were in the EXACT same place as everybody else. that's...UGH...that irks me. you would think that if you can coordinate a (too damn long) train crash you can work out a scene where people LEAVE a place! Right? or am i just moody today? ok, going WAAY OT for a sec: does anyboday have a myspace? just wondering. okay, well, gotta go eat some waffles. oh did i mention i didnt get the car (well , not officially) because i don't even have my permit yet, BUT i am going to take the test today or tommorrow? wish me luck! ETA: Hey, amello!

Whoa. It's dead in here. Ms.Q! I live in Fort wayne, Indiana! What part are you gonna be in? I liked the new fic, MF. I was a little confused the first time i read it so I re-read it and i liked it alot! You come up with the most original ideas on the planet! lol Well...............ummmmm....how 'bout them Yankees? ummmm....ok. *bows head in shame and retreats slowly for lack of subeject matter* ETA: OMG! You guys are the most aweswomest eva!! I LOVE the stars for our show! I have ALWAYS been a candice bergen fan! And Glenn Close as a gueststar? too rich for words! Add at least a two part episode guest starring the ever fab Helen Mirren and I just might invest my daddy's hard earned money into this little shindig! lol

*waves to Kenna!!* Thanx so much, MF, it worked. Behold the power of the new avatar...... lol

aaaaaaaaaaawwwww! I hope you feel better, ILTQ. Here's my motto in life :"Don't let dumb-asses ruin your day". That's it, that's all I got. Just bask in the July 4th Tracy goodness and it'll be ok! *trots of to read "The City" transcripts* ETA: I went to update my avatar to one of the ones that MF limked to and no matter which one i choose it says that the url i enter (which is just the one i copy/pasted from the page she linked us to) ismt a valid link or something. I even made sure i only had one http:// in the little box. does anyone know whats wrong?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIC! Ms.Q you are a goddess! Thank you sooo much. I just got done watching the clips. Tracy/JE is my girl. I have just reaffirmed a fact that i already knew and that has never once faltered (even in the dry spells). She is just so completely wonderful in that she completely understands and embodies Tracy, but not only Tracy, her emotions as well. I see what you mean, MF, about underplaying drunk. I loved see Tracy in a FULL DAY that was not played for laughs. AND *gasp* with TWO other men!!!??? Whoa. Hold your horses TIIC, you might just treturn Tracy to being a "real" character after all. Don't blow it. We saw real emotion from our girl today concerning lukey-boy. She got "this-close" to needing him (the kiss?) but now, no more. Well you go girl! She looked hurt but not fragile, which i think is the key element missing in most of the other, younger actresses on GH. They alwats look so broken-down and hopeless (see Sam McCall) when their men do something that hurts or disappoints them (like Omigosh, he totally just got me the *red* dress and not the *blue*. I feel soooo alone!!!) Not tru with our girl. She is strong and vivacious and vuluptuous and resilient and, even tho she may drink, refuses to let a man break her. I love it. Oh, MF, i totally understand about the Tray/Eddie fic. I know from my own personal creative writings that i do for my AP Lit class that to write is to take on that stroy or poem or song for the duration of that writing process. Child molestation is a very tough thing to live thu (isn't it sad that that is my area of expertise, but hey, it happens) and i respect you for even attempting that. i actually didn't expect much to come of what i asked you to do, so it's cool that you even tried.:)Okay, now i'm all misty-eyed, lol Anyway, Tracyluver needs the slightest of slight pick-me-ups now (imagine, being sad over something OTHER that TQ's lackage of airtime, lol ) anyway, i got to go. I'll see y'all tomorrow. have a nice nite and thanks again, Ms.Q, for your help!

OK, now im REALLY pissed! i missed the freakin 4th of july eppy everybody is frackin ravin about and NOW i cant even figure out how to download the clips! It says "please enter _ _ _ (the letters are different every time) and click download". I don't know what the heck that is and i don't know what to do next. It's never done that before. HELP! I cant do crap at my house on my computer and so i havve to download every thing at my aunt's and i can only be here for so long, ya know. I really need to see those clips. somebody please help.