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Enter The Chandler Zone Thank god I am done with my damn paper. It was fun but jesus christ it took for freaking ever to write. It was on the steps leading up to a relationship...the courtship if you must give it a name. It was what do women look for in the steps leading up for a full blown relationship. After speaking with some close female friends of mine (who were great sources) I also decided that I will be working on an advice column with my best friend. Dunno how it'll work yet but I'm getting there. Now onto some random stuff: Is it just me or is Laguna Beach really addicting? I finally decided to give the show a chance and I am now hooked. Also, why is that I hear more music on Laguna Beach than I do on the entire MTV network? The network is MTV...Music Television, where's the god damn music? And no, the 1 hour of TRL and the 1 hour or so of Direct Effects doesn't count, nor does the two-three hours worth of music that is played in the morning. I might want to be more careful about what I put in my sig. Apparently what I put in there can be "offend"some people. Since like April I had "Soap Opera Network...Putting all other sites to shame" as a tag line under my banner. When we had all that drama back last month, someone called it "simply arrogant behaviour". I guess they thought I was putting a new site down. That wasn't true. And while my comment could be considered "arrogant" I was just showing support for the site that I work with. Maybe if I put "Soap Opera Network...Accept No Imitations" in my sig it would be the next of a long list of things that I have done or said recently to "offend" people. Lol, isn't the internet just fun? I think I'll be posting my wrestling column soon. I meant to post it last week from the week before but I got sidetracked. Things look good tonight. Wrestling fans make sure to watch WWE RAW live on the USA Network at 9pm!! Ashlee Simpson's new album is awesome. I am glad she bounced back from her incident last year. Lol, I remember the banner I made of her singing at the Orange Bowl, it wasn't very friendly, but I admited I was joking. What ever happened to the Goo Goo Dolls? I have their song "Iris" stuck in my head. They should release some more stuff. Make sure everyone checks out the Rockland County Websoap. This show has great writing and the cast is terrific. I'm not to proud of the job I've done so far, but I'm getting better. I just can't perfect the voice I'm supposed to use. Hmmm....being the fact that Rockland County is in New York...shouldn't Elijah have a NY accent? Better yet, shouldn't most of the cast have a NY accent? Just a thought. Anyways, that's it for now... Chandler Out!

Ryan

Ryan

 

Confessions Of a Strained Relationship

Maybe it could be the fact that I have a mild hangover, but I've been thinking about my father alot today. He and I don't have a great relationship and haven't had one for years. A friend of mine heard a song called "Confessions of a Broken Heart" by Lindsay Lohan and sent it to me. I could totally connect with the words. Anyways, I thought I'd post the lyrics to the song (which were edited to reflect me being the son) Confessions of a Broken Heart I wait for the postman to bring me a letter I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders A family in crisis that only grows older... Why’d you have to go? Why’d you have to go? Why’d you have to go? Son to father, Son to father I am broken, but I am hoping Son to father, Son to father I am crying, a part of me is dying and These are, these are The confessions of a broken heart I wear all your old clothes your polo sweater I dream of another you the one who would never (never) Leave me alone to pick up the pieces A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed (So) why’d you have to go? Why’d you have to go? Why’d you have to go? Son to father, Son to father I don’t know you, but I still want to Son to father, Son to father Tell me the truth, did u ever love me? Cause these are, these are The confessions of a broken heart I love you I loved you I love you I........ I loved you! Son to father, Son to father I don’t know you, but I still want to Son to father, Son to father Tell me the truth... Did you ever love me? Did you ever love me?!! These are.... The confessions of a broken heart Ohh...yeah I wait for the postman...to bring a me a letter I'm sure there are many people who can relate to this song on many levels. Sure my father isn't in prison/jail, but he's still not here with me, and though I choose not to have a close personal relationship with him, I still wish things could be different. He chose his then girlfriend (now wife) and her children over me many times when I lived with him, he has no one to blame for alienating me but himself. He wasn't the same father who I knew growing up, and I blame him for that. He missed a lot becauses of his stupidity. My first touchdown in high school, my first drama production, my sophmore formal, junior and senior prom, and my graduation (though he was invited, but I didn't want him to bring his wife, he refused to come w/o her so I told him that's his loss.) and so many other things. So I feel bad about not reaching out more? Not really. I don't know him anymore. I am tired of reaching out and getting nothing in return. Maybe I should record my own version of this with my band and send my dad a copy.

Ryan

Ryan

 

Song Stuck In My Head

I don't know what it is with me lately, but I swear I am liking county music more and more. It's quite ridiculous how the same songs play over and over on contemporary radio, so I occasionally switch to the country station. Now, I've always liked certain songs, but I'm starting to like more and more. There's this one song that I can personally relate to. Now the lyrics aren't that great, but I just like the song in general. It's Josh Gracin's "Stay With Me" "Stay With Me" Baby, the clock on the wall is lying It's not really that late It's too cold outside to be walking around The streets of this town Anywhere if you think you have to be can wait [Chorus] (Baby) So why don't you stay with me? Share all your secrets tonight We can make believe the morning sun never will rise Come and lay your head on this big brass bed And we'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah Baby, there's just no use in hiding The way that I am feeling right now With you standing there baby I swear I can't help but stare Girl you're wearing me out, wearing me out [Chorus] (Baby) Why don't you stay with me? Share all your secrets tonight We can make believe The morning sun never will rise Come and lay your head on this big brass bed We'll be alright as long as you stay with me [bridge] Baby don't go it looks like it's starting to rain And it's so warm here in this apartment wrapped up in this blanket So Stay [Chorus] Stay with me.... Share all your secrets tonight. We can make believe... The morning sun never will rise Come and lay your head on this big brass bed We'll be alright as long as you stay I'll be alright as long as you stay..... With me Stay With Me I don't really like the video. I don't know why I like that song so much. I like last line of the chorus, that's what hooked me. Plus, it kinda hits me personally. Especially since I care about the girl that I'm involved with off-and-on so much. I'll be doing these a lot. I'll hear a song and it'll make me think of something directly involved with my love life and I'll end up posting it on here.

Ryan

Ryan

 

My Boss Is Hot!

Enter The Chandler Zone I had a really, really good day at work. I met my new boss. She's freaking hot!!!!! Oh my god, I mean I went speechless when I saw her. I have to find a way to take some pictures of her to post on my blog. Work is gonna be really interesting starting October 3rd. I think I should turn on the SCC....the "Smooth Chandler Charm". Oh yeah, I think I've come up with my newest project...to make my boss....mine. She's 25, I'm 19. That's too big of a stretch. Chandler Out!

Ryan

Ryan

 

Work Tomorrow and other ramblings

Enter The Chandler Zone I sooooooooo don't want to go to work tomorrow. It's not that I hate my job, it's just that there is nothing for me to do until our new director starts. It's the ideal job for someone who likes to be bored, but I can't deal with it for much longer. Yeah I have a great view of the ocean, and yeah the boardwalk is right outside of our gate, but it's been too damn hot for me to be out there. Plus the humidity messes up my hair. If I spike it in the morning, it'll completely fall out by mid afternoon. Anyways, back to work, I need so many things for my office. I need a new computer for one thing, I also need the city to network my office to the main building so I can have internet access, I also need the IT guys to set up my city e-mail account. I know things are slow, but jeeze, I've waiting for Internet access since April. We so need some young hot girls in my department. There's like nothing but old people near me. Now I don't mean this to insult the elderly, but it sucks not being attracted to anyone in my department. I guess the brightside is I can roll over to my window and check out the chicks on the beach. I must say, South Jersey has some pretty hot girls. Gotta love them. Anyways, today we have a meeting with the new director after the board of director's meeting. The new director starts October 3rd if I'm not mistaken. Thank god she's coming. I hope I won't have any problems with her. The past interim director didn't like the fact that I worked for city hall at my young age. It's not my fault I can type better than most of the people at City Hall. I noticed Na'Velle posted his blog entry and mentioned Rockland County. I am also a part of Rockland County. I play Elijah Phillips. Now I've been playing a guessing game with the creator of RC (Roger Newcomb) about Elijah's past. I think Elijah is the illegitimate son of the powerful Paul Ramos. I have no proof to back this up, it's just a feeling. Anyways, I want to thank Roger for letting me be a part of the web soap. I personally hate my phone voice, so I try to play with it a lot. I guess he never chooses the version that I like, lol. I've been told I'm getting better though. It's kinda hard to play a scene one sidedly. Anyways, here's a plug for Rockland County! Rockland County airs Wednesday's and Friday's at 9:45am ET on Radio Loger and repeats on Soap Opera Radio (Live 365) throughout the week. Each episode is about 10 minutes long. RC is also available on podcast. Check out the Rockland County Website Yeah, that's what's happens to me. I jump from topic to topic and begin rambling like I am now. The readers will get used to it. It happens a lot. Later on today I'll be covering the personal issue that kept me away for almost two weeks. Chandler Out!

Ryan

Ryan

 

My Weekend (Short Version)

Today is my first offical day returning to SON. After about two weeks of dealing with some family issues and my own personal problems, it's nice to be able to get back online and just do nothing, lol. I celebrated my 19th birthday on Saturday, September 24. My roomates took me out for my birthday. I really enjoyed it. The club was really awesome, I plan on going back in a few weeks. Saturday started off pretty late. My roomates and I stayed up until like 3 on Friday just hanging out with some girls we met a few weeks ago. I ended up taking some Nyquill and slept until 2. Not my perfect idea of a Saturday morning, but it felt good to sleep so damn late. Today was pretty good. I stayed home and shook off what happened last night. The SON meeting was pretty productive and we managed to get a lot done. Thank gone we're back up and running. I HATE Ezboard. Anyways, that's it for my first blog entry. Chandler Out!

Ryan

Ryan



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