I was just talking about this over at SOC in the blogs. But, I wanted to say something here too. .

About a month ago I was doing a self-breast exam and found a rather large and bothersome lump in one of my boobs. I noticed that my breast was dimpling on the skin as well. The other breast also has a small lump. And, I have felt weak and sick for about 2 weeks.

I scheduled an appointment with the health department because I don't have insurance. I go in on the 29th. I'm really worried that this could be cancer. I seem to have alot of the symptoms that go along with it.

I need prayers and well wishes. If you feel like doing it. I am a Christian and I believe in the power of prayer.

If I do have cancer this is going to be a long road that I don't want to go down. I have no money to cover all this stuff. And, I have never had surgery so I am so scared that something will go wrong with that if I have to have it.

My life is a wreck right now. So, don't be surprised if I disappear on here after the first of December or so. If I find out the worst. I will be planning what to do about this crap and go from there. I'm just hoping right now that I am putting the proverbial cart before the horse, But, if I do have cancer. I won't be here much. But, I'll keep you all updated on here and on the SOC blogs.

I have met some amazing people here throughout the years who have in common just one thing that makes me the person I am. But, that feels good. You all have been a blessing.

xoxoxoxoxo,

Selena

AKA

weareclouds

Weareclouds, I am so very sorry to hear this news. I pray the good Lord sees that you get well.

You have always been such a thoughtful and respectful poster, and you will be much missed. I hope that the future brings good fortune to you, and that you are back at SON soon.

Edited November 24, 201114 yr by Max

I'll be here until I get the results. But, if I don't have cancer I should be back to posting full time.

Thank you Max for the kind words.

As I said in the status updates I am very sad to hear this & wish you all the best. Sorry you are going through a rough time. Definitely get some rest and let us all know how the appointment goes. Praying for you!

Wishing you the best and sending positive prayers. Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your situation with all of us.

Selena,

I am wishing you the best, and I will pray for you every day. You are one of the kindest people I have met on the message boards, and I am so sorry this is happening to you. There is a long history of cancer in my family, so I know how thoroughly scary this can be. If you ever need someone to chat with, I'm just one PM away! Please let us know when you get the tests back. You have a second family here, always!

Best of luck, my friend.

<3

Edited November 24, 201114 yr by SoapBoy94

Thanks guys.

Oh, and Soapboy. I just sent you a PM.

Hang in there.

Here is a link to the Breast Cancer Research Foundation's Resources Page: http://www.bcrfcure.org/res.html

Best wishes and good luck.

I know more than one person to beat this, so I have every confidence you will too if that is indeed the case. Keep your spirits up and I hope you have all the best news this coming year.

You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Selena, look into your local catholic hospital... many times you can apply for charity care if you are uninsured. Also, you might check if you are eligible for medicaid in your state. I had a customer who had breast cancer, and her doctor (who is pretty renowned around here) had her on vitamin D supplementation. Hope some of this is of help to you, and we'll all be thinking about you.

I will definitely do that. We have a Catholic Hospital in Lexington (like 15 mins away from me) They may be able to help.

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I do know our university hospital (UK) takes people without insurance and have a well known and acclaimed cancer center. So, if worst comes to worse. I'm gonna check that out too.

You definetly have my prayers and especially today on Thanksgiving. I hope everything all turns out alright for you

Thanks Cheap. And, everyone else who's posted in here after I went to bed last night.

I'm going to go try to tackle getting through Thanksgiving dinner without breaking out in tears.

Take care you all.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Ugh. Tuesday's the day and I'm getting more and more freaked out.