Yes, it got lots better It was never that bad, though. School never got that bad, at least. Home, definitely, but school, definitely not. Oh, I was called names (pick one, any one, and I was called it), but it wasn't a day-to-day thing. When it was bad, it was horrible, but it would never last, so I was all right. It was actually kinda around this time (middle school) that I sorta formulated my "type." Most guys regarded me as less than them because I sucked at sports, so any athletic guy who was really good at sports but also respected me and treated me like a friend was instantly my crush of the week The very first one, though...I don't think I've ever stopped having feelings for. Whenever I think I've finally grown up and moved on, he comes into my life some miraculously way just to remind me of how wonderful he was at a time when I needed someone like him the most...but that's another story for another day

I totally know what you're talking about with the narcissistic guys. See, this reminds me of my high school PE class that I had with one of the out gay guys (who was the most visible because...this is south, if you're a teenage guy who is out of the closet, somehow you end up on the front page of the newspaper) in my school. The straight guys LOVED that dude. They loved him. You got a shitload of teenage guys with a crapload of hormones sitting around a locker room in their underwear for ten minutes every day. we're going to talk about sex a lot. One of my biggest regrets is that I didn't have the guts to come out to some of them because I knew I would have been more comfortable in the situation (which wasn't bad really because I thought I was going to hate PE that year, but I absolutely loved it because most of the guys fit right into the type I described earlier -- but I managed to keep my feelings in check, so I was proud of myself haha). I'll never forget the day we were playing the "would you?" game, where we basically answered if we'd do something embarrassing or gross for a million dollars or whatever. I won't say what the question was, but everybody said yes immediately. Almost too immediately, lol.

I just realizes I tell long ass stories hahaha I really need to work on putting this all together.

Another great story. Keep them coming. I remember the guys in my locker room hiding their junk...afraid one of the closeted gay guys would see his weiner...lol I also thought I would hate PE but loved it....lol There was this guy who was a year older than me who i thought was gay. We werent friends just went to the same school. Well i ran into him twice already...the first meeting was like how are you doing ...long time no see...I was like(thinking) you are confusing me with someone else... He is like you are from so and so and we went to school together....I am like yeah...but didnt know you noticed me....the guy was tall and skinny back then...now he is fat and losing his hair......anyways..I was never attracted to him....so we chatted and lett..well i saw him again recently.....and he was like long time no see...I was like WTF...I just saw you a couple of months ago....lol....he was real agressive....grabbing my shoulder....and telling me where he lived and to go visit him ..and he asked where I lived...but I thought he meant where I worked...lol...and told him that...and i happened to see him the other day running down a street close to where I work.....lol

AMS...is the guy you liked still hot looking??

Yes, it got lots better It was never that bad, though. School never got that bad, at least. Home, definitely, but school, definitely not. Oh, I was called names (pick one, any one, and I was called it), but it wasn't a day-to-day thing. When it was bad, it was horrible, but it would never last, so I was all right. It was actually kinda around this time (middle school) that I sorta formulated my "type." Most guys regarded me as less than them because I sucked at sports, so any athletic guy who was really good at sports but also respected me and treated me like a friend was instantly my crush of the week The very first one, though...I don't think I've ever stopped having feelings for. Whenever I think I've finally grown up and moved on, he comes into my life some miraculously way just to remind me of how wonderful he was at a time when I needed someone like him the most...but that's another story for another day

I totally know what you're talking about with the narcissistic guys. See, this reminds me of my high school PE class that I had with one of the out gay guys (who was the most visible because...this is south, if you're a teenage guy who is out of the closet, somehow you end up on the front page of the newspaper) in my school. The straight guys LOVED that dude. They loved him. You got a shitload of teenage guys with a crapload of hormones sitting around a locker room in their underwear for ten minutes every day. we're going to talk about sex a lot. One of my biggest regrets is that I didn't have the guts to come out to some of them because I knew I would have been more comfortable in the situation (which wasn't bad really because I thought I was going to hate PE that year, but I absolutely loved it because most of the guys fit right into the type I described earlier -- but I managed to keep my feelings in check, so I was proud of myself haha). I'll never forget the day we were playing the "would you?" game, where we basically answered if we'd do something embarrassing or gross for a million dollars or whatever. I won't say what the question was, but everybody said yes immediately. Almost too immediately, lol.

I just realizes I tell long ass stories hahaha I really need to work on putting this all together.

One thing I LOVED about high school was P.E. I was never the guy who was last to get chosen for teams, I was usually third or fourth to last. And then senior year, it got better, once they found out I had good aim, I actually got the be the freaking quarterback 3 or four times in PE. But what was best about PE in the 80's was there was no modesty issues like there is today. I got to see every dick in the class! That shower was heaven. These stories of your fascinate me. It's so interesting to me to compare the experiences of the younger generation to what I went through. Sounds like you got along pretty well without a huge amount of teasing. I was called fag probably at least 7 or 8 times a day.... BUT, I let it roll off my back, because I looked at it objectively. I sat down and thought "Who is calling me these names", and realized it was only 5 or 6 people out of 350. they just did it constantly so it only APPEARED that everyone hated me, when it was really only a fraction. so I got over that really fast.

Edited January 11, 201114 yr by alphanguy74

LOL..I guess he isnt as straight as he appears.

I know of a particular bi guy you went for.....lol. He use to be an SON member....lol

he was bi? not gay? really?

Wow, i had forgotten all about that. lol.

I am really loving the discussion here!

Curious guys are my weakness. They are the ones i always want and go for.

LOL How DO you get these guys? lol I'm being tortured by one of those types currently lol... You see, he's "straight"

he was bi? not gay? really?

Wow, i had forgotten all about that. lol.

He's definitely bisexual.

This whole thread is alternately freaking me out and making me wish I could meet all of you in person! I feel like that's an HBO series waiting to happen.

LOLOLOLOL

he was bi? not gay? really?

Wow, i had forgotten all about that. lol.

How could you have forgotten?? Of course it was a one night stand....lol....Or maybe he wasnt that good?...lol.....Yes, he is bisexual. The things I could tell you...lol

He's definitely bisexual.

Yup...I guess you know who.

Edited January 11, 201114 yr by Soapsuds

I am really loving the discussion here!

I am glad you are.

LOL How DO you get these guys? lol I'm being tortured by one of those types currently lol... You see, he's "straight"

they flock to me. some of them really are straight but curious, others total closet cases.

"your not as gay as most gay guys i know" is th famous line i get

LOLOLOLOL

How could you have forgotten?? Of course it was a one night stand....lol....Or maybe he wasnt that good?...lol.....Yes, he is bisexual. The things I could tell you...lol

i can not remember every person ive had sex with.

and yeah, it was good, LOL

Oh jp, you're such a slut. Congratulations.

they flock to me. some of them really are straight but curious, others total closet cases.

"your not as gay as most gay guys i know" is th famous line i g

i can not remember every person ive had sex with.

and yeah, it was good, LOL

You look really gay to me JackPeyton....hehe....It's not a put down btw.....Thats hilarious..how many guys have you had...lol

And the guy you had sex with on here ...he said the same about you...lol

Oh jp, you're such a slut. Congratulations.

I was going to say the same thing but I didnt want to be nasty ....lol

Good Lawd, this thread is a hag's paradise. I'm just gonna sit over here in the corner and take notes.

Edited January 12, 201114 yr by marceline

Good Lawd, this thread is a hag's paradise. I'm just gonna sit over here in the corner and take notes.

That's a good student....LOL

Oh jp, you're such a slut

=

JackP = Blanche

Edited January 12, 201114 yr by Soapsuds

Satan's secretary!

Oh jp, you're such a slut. Congratulations.

Thank you. I worked hard for that title

You look really gay to me JackPeyton....hehe....It's not a put down btw.....Thats hilarious..how many guys have you had...lol

Honestly, i agree with you. I mean i feel like im obviously gay. I think perhaps its my attitude of i do not care and have no issue with it nor do i car if you do have an issue with it that might put them at ease. Other than that, i just do not know.

How many guys have i slept with or people? Either way i honestly do not know. I have never kept a count.

Good Lawd, this thread is a hag's paradise. I'm just gonna sit over here in the corner and take notes.

HAHAHA!

JackP = Blanche

haha omg thank you!

That picture is [!@#$%^&*] HUGE by the way, lol. I was seriously so happy that moment. Suzanne! I love her. I skipped every single other session that time to meet her. It was my goal of the day. I see so many of the younger soap stars out and about anyways.

Satan's secretary!