Edited January 2, 200817 yr by Ryan Chandler
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I always hear people say that they have no life, no friends, etc. But it's exaggeration.

But tonight, I keep crying because I know I'll always be alone. No matter what anyone tells me, I'm on my own. Forever.

^i love being on my own.

I just had to fire one of my best friends because I suspect he's been stealing money from my bar to by drugs. And now me and his family and friends(the ones he has left anyway) are trying to convince him to get some help. My only saving grace is my wife, thank god for her.

I always hear people say that they have no life, no friends, etc. But it's exaggeration.

But tonight, I keep crying because I know I'll always be alone. No matter what anyone tells me, I'm on my own. Forever.

I know that feeling all to well....My parents are still around, as our some family and friends, but I am nearly positive that I will spend my life alone.

At first it was a scary thought...but after awhile, you make peace with it and move on...which is also kinda scary.

The thoughts keep running through your head that no one will ever want you, and that no one will ever love you.

It took a lot of sitting in the dark crying, and some cutting myself (upper arms), but you eventually get used to it.

I know that feeling all to well....My parents are still around, as our some family and friends, but I am nearly positive that I will spend my life alone.

At first it was a scary thought...but after awhile, you make peace with it and move on...which is also kinda scary.

The thoughts keep running through your head that no one will ever want you, and that no one will ever love you.

It took a lot of sitting in the dark crying, and some cutting myself (upper arms), but you eventually get used to it.

Don't you have a gf Scotty?? And ouch to cutting yourself. Glad you are doing better.

Don't you have a gf Scotty?? And ouch to cutting yourself. Glad you are doing better.

I used to, but I don't even look for one anymore. I've just given up on finding a girlfriend.

I try to take it day by day. Some days are brighter than others, while some are darker than others.

I used to, but I don't even look for one anymore. I've just given up on finding a girlfriend.

I try to take it day by day. Some days are brighter than others, while some are darker than others.

I truly understand you Scotty. One day you will find Mrs. Right. You are too good of a guy not to.

I truly understand you Scotty. One day you will find Mrs. Right. You are too good of a guy not to.

I hope you're right, I hope you're right.

Anymore I just don't even have the energy to talk to women. I would just rather stay home and watch TV, surf the Internet, and/or sleep.

My opinion is that the more I can sleep, the better.

I hope you're right, I hope you're right.

Anymore I just don't even have the energy to talk to women. I would just rather stay home and watch TV, surf the Internet, and/or sleep.

My opinion is that the more I can sleep, the better.

Sounds real familiar. But you are only in your 20's....you have plenty of time to find a girlfriend.

Sounds real familiar. But you are only in your 20's....you have plenty of time to find a girlfriend.

I'm 28....and I think the clock is ticking on me getting a girlfriend, then marriage, and kids.

I'm 28....and I think the clock is ticking on me getting a girlfriend, then marriage, and kids.

I know a guy who got married at 47..has 4 kids...2 twin boys, and two girls. You have plenty of time Scotty.

I know a guy who got married at 47..has 4 kids...2 twin boys, and two girls. You have plenty of time Scotty.

If you say so.

On a side note, there is one girl who is kinda nice.....we go to church together....but she is 18 and just graduated high school......her name is Sarah.

If you say so.

On a side note, there is one girl who is kinda nice.....we go to church together....but she is 18 and just graduated high school......her name is Sarah.

Well the 47 year old guy married a girl much younger. I believe she was 25 or so at the time. I dont know why God does the things he does. He only knows that. Which makes me think friendships are so much more important than fighting over a silly soap. If you know why God does the things he does Scotty let me know.

Hello, I know theres someone out there

Who can understand

And whos feeling the same way as me

Im twenty-four and Ive got everything to live for

But I know now that it wasnt meant to be

cause all has been lost and all has been won

And theres nothing left for us to save

But now I know that I dont want to be alone today

So if you find that youve been feeling just the same

Call me now its alright

Its just the end of the world

You need a friend in the world

cause you cant hide

So call and Ill get right back

If your intentions are pure

Im seeking a friend for the end of the world

Ive got a photograph, Ill send it off today

And you will see that I am perfectly sane

Not for a lifetime or forever and a day

cause we know now that just wont be the case

There will be no commitment and no confessions

And no little secrets to keep

No little children or houses with roses

Just the end of the world and me

cause all has been gone and all has been done

And theres nothing left for us to say

But we could be together as they blow it all away

And we can share in every moment as it breaks

Call me now its alright

Its just the end of the world

You need a friend in the world

cause you cant hide

So call and Ill get right back

If your intentions are pure

Im seeking a friend for the end of the world

I've come to the realization that I'm fine on good days, but once I have a bad day, I feel like the whole world is closing in on me.

But enough of this pity party isht. I need to grow a set and get over it.