June 17, 200817 yr Member I always hear people say that they have no life, no friends, etc. But it's exaggeration. But tonight, I keep crying because I know I'll always be alone. No matter what anyone tells me, I'm on my own. Forever.
June 17, 200817 yr Member I just had to fire one of my best friends because I suspect he's been stealing money from my bar to by drugs. And now me and his family and friends(the ones he has left anyway) are trying to convince him to get some help. My only saving grace is my wife, thank god for her.
June 17, 200817 yr Author Member I always hear people say that they have no life, no friends, etc. But it's exaggeration. But tonight, I keep crying because I know I'll always be alone. No matter what anyone tells me, I'm on my own. Forever. I know that feeling all to well....My parents are still around, as our some family and friends, but I am nearly positive that I will spend my life alone. At first it was a scary thought...but after awhile, you make peace with it and move on...which is also kinda scary. The thoughts keep running through your head that no one will ever want you, and that no one will ever love you. It took a lot of sitting in the dark crying, and some cutting myself (upper arms), but you eventually get used to it.
June 17, 200817 yr Member I know that feeling all to well....My parents are still around, as our some family and friends, but I am nearly positive that I will spend my life alone. At first it was a scary thought...but after awhile, you make peace with it and move on...which is also kinda scary. The thoughts keep running through your head that no one will ever want you, and that no one will ever love you. It took a lot of sitting in the dark crying, and some cutting myself (upper arms), but you eventually get used to it. Don't you have a gf Scotty?? And ouch to cutting yourself. Glad you are doing better.
June 17, 200817 yr Author Member Don't you have a gf Scotty?? And ouch to cutting yourself. Glad you are doing better. I used to, but I don't even look for one anymore. I've just given up on finding a girlfriend. I try to take it day by day. Some days are brighter than others, while some are darker than others.
June 17, 200817 yr Member I used to, but I don't even look for one anymore. I've just given up on finding a girlfriend. I try to take it day by day. Some days are brighter than others, while some are darker than others. I truly understand you Scotty. One day you will find Mrs. Right. You are too good of a guy not to.
June 17, 200817 yr Author Member I truly understand you Scotty. One day you will find Mrs. Right. You are too good of a guy not to. I hope you're right, I hope you're right. Anymore I just don't even have the energy to talk to women. I would just rather stay home and watch TV, surf the Internet, and/or sleep. My opinion is that the more I can sleep, the better.
June 17, 200817 yr Member I hope you're right, I hope you're right. Anymore I just don't even have the energy to talk to women. I would just rather stay home and watch TV, surf the Internet, and/or sleep. My opinion is that the more I can sleep, the better. Sounds real familiar. But you are only in your 20's....you have plenty of time to find a girlfriend.
June 17, 200817 yr Author Member Sounds real familiar. But you are only in your 20's....you have plenty of time to find a girlfriend. I'm 28....and I think the clock is ticking on me getting a girlfriend, then marriage, and kids.
June 17, 200817 yr Member I'm 28....and I think the clock is ticking on me getting a girlfriend, then marriage, and kids. I know a guy who got married at 47..has 4 kids...2 twin boys, and two girls. You have plenty of time Scotty.
June 17, 200817 yr Author Member I know a guy who got married at 47..has 4 kids...2 twin boys, and two girls. You have plenty of time Scotty. If you say so. On a side note, there is one girl who is kinda nice.....we go to church together....but she is 18 and just graduated high school......her name is Sarah.
June 17, 200817 yr Member If you say so. On a side note, there is one girl who is kinda nice.....we go to church together....but she is 18 and just graduated high school......her name is Sarah. Well the 47 year old guy married a girl much younger. I believe she was 25 or so at the time. I dont know why God does the things he does. He only knows that. Which makes me think friendships are so much more important than fighting over a silly soap. If you know why God does the things he does Scotty let me know.
June 17, 200817 yr Member Hello, I know theres someone out there Who can understand And whos feeling the same way as me Im twenty-four and Ive got everything to live for But I know now that it wasnt meant to be cause all has been lost and all has been won And theres nothing left for us to save But now I know that I dont want to be alone today So if you find that youve been feeling just the same Call me now its alright Its just the end of the world You need a friend in the world cause you cant hide So call and Ill get right back If your intentions are pure Im seeking a friend for the end of the world Ive got a photograph, Ill send it off today And you will see that I am perfectly sane Not for a lifetime or forever and a day cause we know now that just wont be the case There will be no commitment and no confessions And no little secrets to keep No little children or houses with roses Just the end of the world and me cause all has been gone and all has been done And theres nothing left for us to say But we could be together as they blow it all away And we can share in every moment as it breaks Call me now its alright Its just the end of the world You need a friend in the world cause you cant hide So call and Ill get right back If your intentions are pure Im seeking a friend for the end of the world
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