Edited January 2, 200817 yr by Ryan Chandler
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I just made the prettiest cake I've ever done - I won't like the taste though.

My aunt made the two layers from scratch. She did an Angel in two layer pans on high and then turned it down a bit. Both layers were amazingly perfect. Then she took a bunch of ugly tasting strawberries and mixed them, in a pot, with a pile of sugar and corn starch.

So. I took the first layer and covered it with the strawbs mixture, placed the second layer and let it set. Then I covered the whole thing with vanilla frosting. Then I covered it with shredded coconut.

I hate coconut.

Hogan, why did you have to change your name?!

Hogan, why did you have to change your name?!

Eh, it was time for a fresh start.

I have a video clip of me belly dancing at a club. If anyone wants to see let me know.

^^ Is it YouTube? I'd definitely encourage you to post it so you can show off your skillz!

Can the Leopard truly change his spots?

Oh, wow. I just happened to flip to PBS and I see Joss Stone. It's VERY hard to watch this chic after that record producer's YouTube expose...

I don't know if everyone celebrates Easter, but I hope all of your Sunday's a wonderful and blessed ones.

why do i continue to pick this fool up?

^^ Is it YouTube? I'd definitely encourage you to post it so you can show off your skillz!

Nope. Myspace.

www.myspace.com/geminidancediva

Sounds like something I did a couple of months ago, but I made the mistake of keeping the fling going, as a friends-with-benefits kinda thing, but at least I've just been able to walk away from it with 8weeks of great, uh hum, you know

If my one of my friends found out she'd flip~ considering he's been fooling around with her now....ugh, gotta love it...

Ok well so I was at a beer pong tournament at my friends on friday, and well people started to leave early. Now ive been questioning myself for the last few years now and finally two of my friends brother, who is open and gay, started coming on to me and i didnt stop him. We needless to say, a couple of beers later, he was naked, i was naked and we had a grand old time. But i dont know wat to make of it. All i know is it happened again, tonight!! Oh god im an idiot! Wat do i do, i really like him and ive thought about it alot and the told me he had feelings for me, but im not ready to be open with myself, let alone everyone else, but when im with him, nothing else matters. Oh im so screwed, literally, lol.

Ok well so I was at a beer pong tournament at my friends on friday, and well people started to leave early. Now ive been questioning myself for the last few years now and finally two of my friends brother, who is open and gay, started coming on to me and i didnt stop him. We needless to say, a couple of beers later, he was naked, i was naked and we had a grand old time. But i dont know wat to make of it. All i know is it happened again, tonight!! Oh god im an idiot! Wat do i do, i really like him and ive thought about it alot and the told me he had feelings for me, but im not ready to be open with myself, let alone everyone else, but when im with him, nothing else matters. Oh im so screwed, literally, lol.

, oh my, what a situation. The guy that I had been messin' around with was a couple of years younger than me, he was first messing around with a good friend of mine(a female) and then when we started to hang out, things just got sexual. We've been able to keep things non-wierd for the most part, but, and I TOTALLY respect BI people, I FRAKIN' hate him sometimes. One moment, he's all about me and then the next, it's totally something else...greedy little basterd. I actually just got back from taking that scrub home....why i continue to let him call me at wee hours of the morning to just come over and hang out, I have no clue....what we as humans will do for companionship......it's NUTS, i tell you, nuts....

well, i'm off to bed....have a good one ladies and gents...

and I miss the hell outta DruRocks.....

Edited April 8, 200718 yr by mateo22

At the train station waiting to go home today for the holiday/family birthday gathering. I spent the weekend thus far with my date from Friday. We spent the whole day yesterday curled up in each other's arms, eating takeout and watching DVDs. We both agreed that we don't want anything serious at this point but...

I really like him. He's told me the same.

For the first time in a long while I catch myself in the mirror and see myself actually...

...Smiling

For those on my myspace, he's in my top friends

http://www.myspace.com/overitdotorg

Good morning everyone....I hope everyone is having a great week-end so far.... I know I am.

Awaiting my name change...