Hilarious. It's nice to have someone with plenty of um...stamina.

Shawn..when I read this, I was listening to the song Come on Ride the Train

Shawn..when I read this, I was listening to the song Come on Ride the Train

I'll never listen to that song the same way again.

Changed the Community Design, Updated some settings and began getting rid of forums.

Also, updated Staff Members' outlook to Members (seen on who's viewing pages):

Purple = Devil in Disguise

Red = Administrator

Blue = Moderator

Green = Reporter

Orange = Contributor

The changes are great Errol.

Thank you. Jen and Ryan are the only reason the board design changed. Although, I picked the design itself

Well, that's disappointing. Who's got the booze?

I want to quit my job sooo badly right now...

I want to pass you up in the SON Top 40 so badly

Well, I finally told Paul my feelings. I was all trembly and nervous and was stuttering through telling him how I really felt for him and how much I loved him. I then started sobbing suddenly (not like I was planning to) and he held me and told me that he didn't feel the same for me but that he loved me irregardless. He gave me a teensy tiny peck on the mouth to make me smile and said, "If I were actually gay, we'd be [!@#$%^&*] right about now." But don't cry for me; I'm fine and I'm over it (but not over it over it). It feels good to get that off my chest. Now I'm try to go to the neighborhood video store with Paul and rent some horror movies. We're just in that mood right now.

Well, I finally told Paul my feelings. I was all trembly and nervous and was stuttering through telling him how I really felt for him and how much I loved him. I then started sobbing suddenly (not like I was planning to) and he held me and told me that he didn't feel the same for me but that he loved me irregardless. He gave me a teensy tiny peck on the mouth to make me smile and said, "If I were actually gay, we'd be [!@#$%^&*] right about now." But don't cry for me; I'm fine and I'm over it (but not over it over it). It feels good to get that off my chest. Now I'm try to go to the neighborhood video store with Paul and rent some horror movies. We're just in that mood right now.

I am proud of you for telling Paul how you felt, I know we rarely talk on here but I have always liked your posts. I bet it feels so good that you got all that out in the open, even though he doesn't feel the exact same way. When I told my best friend I was into guys, he already knew I liked girls, I was so nervous and kind of stuttered when I told him as well. Thank God he loves me for me, and wondered why didnt I tell him earlier. I told him around 3 years ago and we are still best friends, hopefully you and Paul stay good friends as well.

Well, I finally told Paul my feelings. I was all trembly and nervous and was stuttering through telling him how I really felt for him and how much I loved him. I then started sobbing suddenly (not like I was planning to) and he held me and told me that he didn't feel the same for me but that he loved me irregardless. He gave me a teensy tiny peck on the mouth to make me smile and said, "If I were actually gay, we'd be [!@#$%^&*] right about now." But don't cry for me; I'm fine and I'm over it (but not over it over it). It feels good to get that off my chest. Now I'm try to go to the neighborhood video store with Paul and rent some horror movies. We're just in that mood right now.

It didn't turn out the way you wanted and I am sorry for that, but at least it's better than not knowing. If you never revealed your feelings, they would always be there. You will find someone to love and who loves you back. I know you and I haven't talked much, but I think you are really cool and kind. I have no worries for you, you will be happy

Glad things worked out, BC! He sounds like a keeper as far friends go.

Thanks for the responses, KBT, Tishy, and Keith. I truly appreciate all the love you've given me. And Keith, you're right; Paul is truly a keeper. He'll be my best friend for the rest of my life. It's still a bit hard for me, but thank the heavens the response was what it was and not complete shunning or else I wouldn't even be in the state to reply right now. I'll always love Paul, but I know he'll always be there for me.

Hey all. I just popped in to say hi, night and goodbye. I'm gonna stop posting for awhie. This has aboslutely NOTHING to do with SON. Nothing. It has everything to do with me, and my needing to finally sever all ties to AMC and my beloved Erica. I was going to wait and do it in 17 days (if you're an AMC fan you'll know what that means, LOL), but I realized tonight, I need to just do it, get it over with.

I love SON. This place is the only board besides mine where I ever felt at home, and I will forever be greatful to everyone here for welcoming me with open arms. I'll always be an SON whore.

I'll miss this place, and hopefully sometime soon, when I've finally made my peace with AMC I'll come back, until then, in the words of David Hayward (to Erica):

Ciao Bella(s)!

Kylie

I totally, completely and utterly understand if this is deleted. I just wanted to let everyone know.

Now, back to your regularly scheduled program. LOL

Edited April 14, 200718 yr by Kylie

Kylie, I wil miss you as I enjoyed your passion for AMC. I once had it, now not so much so I completely understand. I wish you would just take a break and come back and visit though!

Despite that I have to get up bright and early to deal with 400 or more people for some beauty event, I am not at all tired or ready to fall asleep.