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  1. This Chapter was written by Ashley. The next one is written by me. Chapter 2 Gwen sat in the small room half listening to the doctor half-day dreaming. Gwen wished she could be thinking of happy times…but those were few and far between; so instead her mind shifted to that day…the day she wished for the pain to stop once and for all. She didn’t plan on it…it wasn’t something on her to do list, it wasn’t as if she had it printed in her day planner: At 8:07 tonight I will slit my wrists. Gwen sat at her dinner table watching her mother and step father of the month picking through their dinner. “For heaven sakes Gwen this chicken is disgusting…is it too much too ask for you to actually do something useful in the house!” Iris Dumbrowski snarled as she threw her chicken at Gwen face drunkenly Gwen just sat there and took it as tears swelled in her eyes…but she wouldn’t cry not in front of them not ever…instead she starred blankly ahead not even wiping off the grease from the chicken off her face. Both Iris and the boyfriend laughed drunkenly. “Oh Gwen your such a waste of skin and space,” the boyfriend laughed and then he noticed her not paying attention to them and stopped laughing…instead his face went cold… “Are you seriously ignoring us!” he stated angrily dropping his fork and yanking her by the hair off the chair Gwen screeched in pain as he dragged her across the room and smacked her head against the wall, “when we talk to you…you listen you got that…you’re a useless piece of #$@! You know that!” He yelled pulling her bloody face to meet his while still pulling on her hair “Gwen… “Gwen,” called the doctor bringing her out of her past for a quick moment, “Where did you go just now? What’s on your mind?” he tried to pry Gwen shrugged, “no where…or at least nowhere that important,” she replied under her breath as she looked down to the ground slightly and then back up to her doctor, “Are we done?” She asked quickly wanting this “appointment” to be over “Almost, have you been taking your medication regularly…Gwen I want to remind how important both these sessions and medication one without the other won’t help you suffer from a mental illness and it won’t go away maybe ever, but with the proper treatment….” The doctor stressed “Yeah I get it and got it, I m heavily medicated trust me, so can I go?” she urged gesturing to the door to leave the room “Yeah you can go…tomorrow same time Gwen,” he stated as she was already out the door Gwen walked down the hall slowly looking around the empty hall; she hated it here but hated home even more… “Gwen we are going out, and I want this place clean when I get back or well…you’ll see,” the boyfriend threatened looking down at Gwen on the floor as he was getting ready to leave As they walked out the door Gwen slowly got up from the floor and looked around the room…the place was a mess chairs were broken from the fight and food was splattered everywhere. She walked quickly to the table and wiped the blood from her lip as she started picking up plates. As she picked up the broken glass it hit her, would it really matter to anyone if tomorrow the world woke up and she wasn’t there…she had been living this hell for the past fourteen going on fifteen years. Gwen had lived through the beatings and sexually harassing gestures from her mothers selection of men; she had lived through the ridicule and torment…so was she strong enough or willing enough to go another round. The answer was simple but it was also deadly. Gwen slowly got up from the floor holding a piece of broken glass and almost robotically made her way pulled up her sleeve… As Gwen thought again about that night something or someone stopped her min memory. It was one of the boys she saw in the cafeteria earlier that day, she remembered he was the one who made her feel uncomfortable and unwanted but she also remembered how cute he was. She thought that she must look like a real idiot stopped in the middle of the hallway obviously starring at this boy sitting against the wall reading. His legs were stretched out and he was very much focused on the material in which he read silently from. “Can I help you?” he asked suddenly not looking up from the book The question made Gwen jumps a bit as she looked around hoping that even in a knowingly empty hallway he was talking to someone else. When Gwen didn’t answer right away will looked up at her and realized it was the cute girl from the cafeteria. He looked at her oddly waiting for her to answer. “Sorry…I just…I didn’t see anyone else here and you…why aren’t you reading in your room?” She asked trying to change the subject and put the spotlight on him this time. Will shrugged, “You sit in that room all day you may go crazy…or crazier so I needed a different sense of scenery a quiet one,” he replied going back to his book Gwen nodded, “Oh…I don’t think you’re allowed too…” she continued as will looked back up her giving her the look that dared her to finish that sentence. “Can I sit with you?” she asked walking a bit towards him “I don’t do people skills and I don’t friendships so if your looking for that you came to the wrong inmate,” Will replied coldly not looking up from his book or looking at her in anyway Gwen nodded sadly and turned to leave. “By the way we’re having beef tonight for dinner I would stick to just the potatoes though they don’t screw those up that bad,” he said still not looking up from his book but at the same time stopping Gwen in her steps. She turned around slightly, “ok,” she replied not really knowing what to make of that advice especially from him. When she noticed he wasn’t going to say anything further she continued down the hall to her room. When he was sure she was out eyeshot Will looked back up to watch her walk away in a way knowing that wasn’t going to be the last encounter with, “Gwen,” he whispered approving of the sound of her name; he smiled a little and went back to reading his book.
  2. I'm not sure who all would be interested in this but my friend Ashley and I have created a Will and Gwen AU Story. If you all like I will post more of it. We currently have 4 chapters done so far. Hope you all enjoy this! CHAPTER 1 "Why did I do it?" Will asked himself repeating his doctor’s question not to help contemplate the answer but more as a way to show the doctor he was actually listening and paying attention to his appointment Will shrugged slightly as the doctor jotted down some notes in his notebook. Will didn’t like his doctor he felt as if everything he said or told him could and would be used against him at any point in time. From the very beginning of his stay in the hospital he was assured that these evaluations of psychobabble meetings were not seen as actual disciplinary action to his “actions,” but instead a way to monitor his personal success in the institution and well guilt him into recovery. However, for a young man as hostel, lonely and as unhappy as he was guilt was just another accessory he carried with him. Will looked around the room trying not to make eye contact with the doctor, he hated when 'they' looked at him as if he was a freak show with criminal tendencies on the brain twenty-four/seven. "Will I think you do know why you did it, please answer the question...why did you kill Rose D'Angelo?" the doctor repeated readjusting his glasses and starring down at Will. Will sighed as the sound of the clock ticking rang in his ears and then he shrugged again, "I guess...I don't know. You know… I guess in a way I really didn't see the need for a sister in law I guess," Will replied coldly leaning back in his chair not giving the doctor the satisfaction of a real answer. Will laid on his bed his hand resting on his chest as he tapped them looking up at the ceiling, he hated the hospital- the eerie noises, the yelling from other rooms and the constant looks from the guards, nurses and doctors served as a constant reminder of how screwed up Will felt he was. He felt as if he was an animal in a cage being monitored to make sure he didn’t freak out or crack again. Just then his door opened and a flash light lit up his face blinding him for a moment, “just a night check, go back to sleep,” the guard stated shutting his door and leaving. At that friendly reminder of where he was and where he would stay for the next year Will turned over in his bed and urged himself to get some sleep. THE NEXT DAY Will ate alone during breakfast like any other day. He just felt like an outcast and would have rather ate alone than with someone who might not feel comfortable eating with murderer. Today they were having pancakes. It wasn't Wills favorite meal but he continued to eat them anyway and watched around the room when his focus stopped on one thing. It was a staff member and she helping a new girl of about 14 years old get her breakfast. Will knew that she was new because he had never seen her before and had pretty much seen everyone in the institution already. The girl looked kind of rugged to him. She was wearing sweatpants, her blonde hair was a complete mess, and her eyes had been red stained from crying. Will didn't know it but before the girl had got her breakfast the staff member told her to go sit at his table. She figured that since Will was right around her age it would be better for her. Once the young girl got her breakfast she made her way to Wills table and sat down. "My name is Gwen Norbeck." She quietly said after she took a seat. Will said nothing instead he got up from where he was sitting, grabbed his breakfast tray off the table, put it where the dirty ones were supposed to go, and made his way back his room. He didn't want associate with anyone at that moment especially not some weird looking girl. Gwen's feelings were really hurt by what had just happened to her. She tried to eat her breakfast but couldn't bring herself to finish it. Instead she ran off crying to her room and laid down crying on her bed. Gwen didn't want to be in that institution but was forced to go there and so she really felt more alone than she ever did before. She didn't know anyone and the reaction that she just had she felt like everyone else would think she was weird to. On one hand she was glad to be away from her mother and evil stepfather. Gwen ended up falling asleep on her bed and was awaken later on by a knock on her door. It was another member of the staff telling her that the doctor was ready to see her. Gwen got up off her bed and went to where the doctors office. She didn't even have a wait because he was already waiting to speak to her. "Hello Gwen." The doctor smiled. "Hi." Gwen quietly said. "Why don't you tell me a little bit about yourself." the doctor suggested. "Do I have to? I would rather just go to bed." Gwen sighed. "Why is that?" the doctor asked. "I have nothing better to do. I'm not even supposed to be here right now." Gwen replied. "Where are you supposed to be right now?" The doctor asked knowing full what Gwen meant. "I’m supposed to be dead." Gwen replied back.
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