The Cocktail Lounge

[Shawn]

Its unavailable in my area too. Sucks too cuz it looks good.

[NaVell J. Lee]

Yea it really does...it does cost a little less than Comcast, too...that sucks I can't get it now. It took a long while b4 I could get DSL.

[Shawn]

I don't understand why I can't get the Vios. I live in freakin NYC.

[Q Steph]

I have Comcast Digital and High Speed. It's very reliable.

She liked my story. Whew.

Actor, I was just gonna take the banners and offer them to you. But steal seems like such a strong word. Hence, borrow. Although, the person is suppossed to be in the process of making you the Lily/Holden banner.

[King]

Vote here!

[Actor87]

Plug much, King?!?^^

Don't feel bad. I'm the worst about it.

SPEAKING OF!!.... Everybody click on my banner and comment on my blog!

[Keith]

I love that Shawn had to explain so dictionary.

Why do I have to crush so majorly on friends? Why? It's really annoying. And because it's a friend, I know them pretty damn well, so I'm physically AND emotionally attracted. So evil. What made me think of this was Nav's dream, because I also had one, but I remember bery few details.

Me and said friend, lounging on some kind of furniture with other friends who remained hidden by my mind's eye. He started in this really odd position, but he was close to me, so I dind't pay any mind. He started to reposition, and I got all worried, but he wound up laying on me -- much less of an odd position. Sort of. LOL. The bunch of us were watching a TV and the song "For Good" from Wicked came on. It's a song about two friends that have hurt each other coming back together one last time before they must say goodbye forever. I'll leave the lyrics at the end of this, so people can reference this.

Said friend is currently with someone, and that relationship has been problematic for my circle of friends, or at least some within it, so this dream, from what I can interpret, seems to have two different meanings. On the one hand, I'm conflicted with continuing to be his friend and not being able to make amends to the friend who has basically had a falling out with this dude and his girl, along wit hmyself and a few others. On the other, me and his girl are really close friends, and I always feel so bad that I still crush so hard on him and I always get to this point where I think I'm over it, but something always pulls me back. So, there's that conflict of wanting to just let go, but something simply not letting me.

Mrf. And yeah, I ate before going to bed. Stupid... Anyway, the lyrics:

I’ve heard it said

That people come into our lives for a reason

Bringing something we must learn

And we are led

To those who help us most to grow

If we let them

And we help them in return

Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true

But I know I’m who I am today

Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit

As it passes a sun

Like a stream that meets a boulder

Halfway through the wood

Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?

But because I knew you

I have been changed for good...

It well may be

That we will never meet again

In this lifetime

So let me say before we part

So much of me

Is made of what I learned from you

You’ll be with me

Like a handprint on my heart

And now whatever way our stories end

I know you have re-written mine

By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring

By a wind off the sea

Like a seed dropped by a skybird

In a distant wood

Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?

But because I knew you...

Because I knew you...

I have been changed for good.

And just to clear the air

I ask forgiveness

For the things I’ve done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know

There’s blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit / Like a ship blown from its mooring

As it passes a sun / By a wind off the sea

Like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood / Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

Who can say...

If I’ve been changed for the better?

I do believe I have been changed

For the better

And because I knew you...

Because I knew you...

Because I knew you...

I have been changed

For good.

[NaVell J. Lee]

yup...again I am hot

*takes off shirt*

[Soapsuds]

I am hot for different reasons...LOL.

[KLN]

It's my birthday and I'm disgusted about that. I'm still too damn young!

I wish I was turning, like, 70 years old... that way, I know I wouldn't have to spend much longer in this place called hell on Earth.

[Keith]

Well, happy birthday, anyway, ho. LoL.

[MikeGoldy]

Ah, I had a birthday a couple of days ago and I was miserable. I'm too old now! lol

[KLN]

LoL, thanks sexy.

[KLN]

LoL, I'm miserable, but for the completely opposite reason. Wanna trade ages? You can be 23! I'll gladly take 58, er... however old you are.

[MikeGoldy]

Haha, ok, you can take 58 you prick I'm 32, you can have it, and I will take 23. Happy birthday by the way. Honestly for me, I'm not quite sure why my birthday made me miserable. Life is good right now, but I dreaded it. And I'm glad it's over!