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Hi all, it's been a while but I've come out of hiding for this one. It may not even register with others but I am sick to death of this storyline. I would like... just once would like to see Tracy welcome Luke back with open arms. Have them have a great little reunion and a few days into their bliss, once everything was sort of back to normal and Luke started asking whatr's ben going on Tracy can fill hm and in and let loose whatever she wished, but the "Tracy is pissed at Luke the second he walks through the door" thing has been done to death. I know that they writers, as little fan a I am, seem to having been giving credit to our couple and trying to give them some kind of stability as a couple with ups and downs and a REAL storyline (though not without Luke, of course).. but this seems to me, like any other time Laura comes back or the LnL start realy kicking and screaming, this type of thing happens where Luke will come back to his wife but they need to make sure she's having none of that b/c she's mad at the whole wide world and let's all make room for the LnL come back that will define the next 20 years.... (excuse me.... I just threw up in my mouth a little bit. I know you couldn't all see me gag, but I imagine most of you did the same thing) Ok, night all... that was my rant. I think it will suffice until we can get something on the screen

glad you all said that. I haven't been on in a while and I definately haven't seen any of those ads before so glad it's bogus

Ok, just stopped in quickly and saw an ad atthe top of this thread that reads... ABC might cancel GH... are they making a mictake? Vote now.... or something damned close to that. What the hell is that about?!?!?!?!?

what's this I hear?!?!?!? a few things I think. 1) A kiss!??? no one burst my bubble... I mean no one. I love this little rumor and like someone else said, I always (in my own little story in my head) wanted them to be a real life couple!! Hot damn! Lovin' IT 2) and this one is very important.... no Tracy today!!!? tell me I read wrong, wasn't she supposed to be on today? They specifically said it! What gives 3) It was nex's birthday and I missed it? HAPPY (belated) BITHRDAY NEX!!! Ok, question... maybe just venting, I don't really know yet. Some guy at the bank asked me out today. He comes in all the time so I know him. The part that kinda shkieved me is that he is my parents age. I know at least some on here have seen a pic or two of me so do I look, in any way, old enough for him to date? Clearly I said no, I'm a youngin' and I'm just out of school. He said "Oh my god, nevermind than!" so he was obviously completely shocked, but come on!! Do I look that much older cuz that's a little disturbing. Not to mention that fact that I am pretty sure I went to school with either his daughter or his niece. B/c I think he's from my town and I know he has a kid my age. Whatever... I'm having nightmares tonight, let me tell you that!!

Hey hooked, I know I'm a bit late... damn, I should start coming around more if only to keep up! Just wanted to say I hope you had a great birthday!!!

Cool!! That's where I go when I'm in LA. Well, not anymore b/c they moved, but my uncle was from Hermosa for years so I spent a few months there. It was great. That's where I started yoga and I would go through Redondo HErmosa and Manhattan most days. Glad you had a good time!

Disney World is much bigger. It has all the different parks like Animal Kingdom and Epcot. Dinsey Land pretty much has the main park with all the rides and the little kid things. LOVED lvoed loved those old clips. I don't remember who posted them but thanks so much!!!

See, I looked at it a different way I guess. First of all, as a prince he has always been chivalrous, but as a sort of family member and one of the siblings that is clearly staring to care about Tracy a bit, I though he was protecting her. Obviously she doesn't need it, but he stepped in so Scott would take out his anger on him instead of TRacy. Anyone who tells you your child was killed is going to take the brint of the backlash so he wanted it to be him instead of her. That's my story and I'm stickin' to it

OH MY LORD!!!!! Are you sh-tting me?!?!?! That's awesome and it's what I have been waiting for. I won't even be disappointed by the inevidible let down that will actually air!

Ok, well, sorry than. I could have sworn I remembered it. I read the quote from GV before about his being mad when Tracy gets cut b/c she gets so little. I am trying to decide if I'd like it more if they don't give her enough anyway or if they think about giving it to her and just cut them out. It's a toss up on any given day. There are times when I think it's worse not to have any faith in her ability or her ability to still draw a crowd, an audience, a dedicated following, and to still have to power to be anything sexy or attractive and give the audience more than the occational laugh. When I think of it like that it seems just as bad as the other way, but mostly I think it's worse to give her (and us) that glimmer of hope that she might actually get to do something, put in the work and then decide the latter and that it's just not gonna cut it. Those stupid putzes in charge over there... what the h-ll are they thinking! I am not in my general positivity spinning mood today (we are going to discount the last two weeks of posting altogether now... bad moments for me) and I am going directly to the, lets not call it negative, but to the "it can be better, look how we can fix things side of it today" Ok, I guess I am a little positive, I am spinning my rant around to look like it is a good thing... maybe. Why is it I hear about people in show biz checking in on the things about them or their work online all the time and they will say things they've read, but not a one has come here?!?!?!? Maybe they just make the whole thing up and just start making up good remarks like everyone ones their work. I don't know

Just to be fair (unless I didn't quite understand what you were saying) that ;ast scene did happen. The one with the $20 bill. I have it on tape. I'll have to go back and find when it is but the $20 is sometime around when she found out he was the one who planned the robbery on the Haunted Star and stale all the money she put into it. It was the allowance she was going to give him so she could keep an eye on what he was doing but e couldn't touch the finances... At least, I'm pretty sure that was it was all about. Like I said, I'll have to look it up. Happy Sunday everyone

ok, burst my little bubble there, Hooked, thanks for that... I know there are nore, I was just ignoring them so I can find a bright side, but you've dimmed what little light I had. Guess I have to find another. I think I'm ok at this point, though, thanks for asking

I've decided to just go with the thought that Jane Elliot is one smart cookie!! We all knew this, but really.... who else can get paid so much for working so little?!

Was just going to say that!!! I may not like the hair much (or at all) but it does look like it's growing out... or at least trying to

Hi guys, not tracy comments today other than to say she is LONG LONG LOOOOONG overdue and sorely missed, but I had a question for you all. Does anyone know and can tell me how to set up a website? I tried on freeservers.com or .net or something. It works, it is just a pain in the ass and it very limiting in how I can set it up if I don't pay for an upgrade and the problem with that, as you all well know, is... no money!! that's the point of the site anyway. I'm trying to set something up so I can get some portrait work so I was putting my portfolio up and it will only set it up as an album. I can't get anything else on, I can't put any directly on the site if I want to... maybe I can but I can't figure it out. If anyone can help me out it's HUGELY appreciated!

and who called it?.... yes, it's day 2 of the craptacular sh-itfest we have going on at my house right now. AAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to everyone who emailed me. I know that was going a bit far in the way of venting so thank you all for letting me do it. Feeling a bit better today but it's kind of a crap shoot as to was is and isn't going to go on later. Already getting sistier-tude just for walking in the door from work so I think I'll avoid her today. Anyway, thanks again. Guessing no Tracy today b/c no one has said anything

Ok, I'm only on to vent right now so feel free to skip over it if you want to. I don't think I'll get too specific b/c, frankly, I'm too pissed off and a little out of sorts right now so I don't think I can even think straight to say everything. I just want to say that I need to find a way to get the hell out of here. For anyone with girls I applaud yo if you can make it past all the teen angst "I hate my mother" crap, but it may be better oif you get it out of the way. It only gets worse if it waits till later. My mother and I were best friends for a long time, including all the years we should have been hating each other. Not so much now. Now I can barely stand to be in the same room. Everything I do is wrong and no matter who I am talking to I sya the wrong thing. I can't wait to leave b/c, in all honesty, I am at the point now that if I left tomorrow and never saw them again I wouldn't feel bad at all, and I am ashamed to say that but what can I do? What sucks worse is that rightn now there is nothing I can do to get out. I checked my account so I can pay my loan for this month... I owe my mother for the last 2 b/c no matter how often I asked for the address she forgot so she hit me last week with "oh I paid your last 2 so you can just write me a check. I know she was trying to do something nice and I shouldn't be so mad about it, but it is very hard to be able to pay the loan and to be able to pay her the amount of 2 payments at once. She said "well I don't see the problem, if you were paying the loan you should have the right amount". I should, but I could have been watching it and paying as they come. I didn't spend much money at all, but I could have watched it better. Spending money on gas alone gets me pretty low on funds right now. Anyway, I got off topic, but I point is, regardless of the insurance b/c that is paid for by the company (great insurance, thank God) with my loans alone I barely make enough to do anything else, so how can people, doing the same thing I do afford to pay loans and live away from home b/c I've got to figure something out. I make it seem like it's my mom, but it's my sister I can't stand, mom just doesn't make it better. No matter what I say I'm being mean to her. She doesn't want me in the same room with her ever. If I ask what song she is listening to she won't tell me because God forbid I listen to the same thing as her. She is a 13 year old little jerk, but I can't blame it all on that b/c she isn't like that with anyone else. In fact she tries so hard to be one of our sisters and she likes nothing more than to hang out with the other, she just hates me with a passion. Just in case she isn't mad ot me for a real reason she need to make a crack about my weight or my chest or something that she knows bothers me to hear just so she can get a dig in and feel supperior. She things I am the biggest loser on the planet. I have to leave her.... I have thought of doing nothing more than just shoving her into a wall. I think I want to join the peace corps. I have wanted to since high school but now would be a great time!!! I hope that my insurance pays for me to talk to someone about all this b/c it's not gonna cut it the way it is now. I got in a fight last weekend wih my mom b/c I told her I may be able to change the week of my vacation b/c I girl quit. I was taking my vacation the week after they were b/c I couldn't get that one off. We are going to Tennessee to see my aunt and uncle who are going to be there a few weeks. She flipped b/c she didn't tell my dad we are going yet. I didn't say anything about Tenn, I just said I am changing the day if I can. She kept trying to change the subject, which I get, but my sisters kept interupting her. I kept trying to get back to it so she could finish. She slapped my arm (not hard at all) and got mad. I talked her her later and she said she kept trying to change the subject b/c I kept going back to Tenn and saying it and she didn't want dad to know yet. I kept saying I never said anything about that I just said I can change my week. She said she still didn't know what I was saying and she wanted to change the topic b/c I was saying it over and over. I flipped out b/c I sais she doesn't listen to me ever. "I still don't know what you're saying" was all I got. SHe had no clue what I was talking about but doesn't shut her freakin mouth long enough for me to say anything. They all say I talk to much but if any of them listened they'd figure out I try to ge the same damned thing out over and over but no one listened. I went upstairs and had a break down. I used to have them a lot but it was pretty much that I just went a little nuts on ever thing in my room, hitting and throwing things and screaming. I wasn't throwing a tantrum but I couldn't stop it. This time, the diabetic with needles always close by, I cut my wrist. Didn't try anything bad, but three little cuts. Sort of realized that's a no-no so if I don't want it to happen again I need to figure something out b/c they don't listen when I tell them anything so nothing changes.... let that be a lesson to all parents. That wasn't me sending out the invites to my pity party. I do that alone, thanks... that's why I'm on here, so I can vent and never have to see anyone. In fact... party just ended. Hope everything is well for everyone else. Depending on how tomorrow is I may or may not actually want to read how well everyone else's life is going, but I really do hope it is. Night all

Welcome back, Hooked!!!! Ya like how I didn't mention the purse?.... focusing on the positive, ie you're back!

Happy birthday ILTQ!!!!!!! and please don't get my hopes up about the ahir if it's only something like a millemeter longer, but I'm happy for that anyway, anything longer than what it was is great

Maybe, and this is what I am going with, they are making the fight their story but that is part of their ultimate plan to outsmart the studges that are in charge of things around their, after all, they do have to find out the truth and get the proof. Maybe theyr want everyone to think that TRacy won't help Luke after the last fight.

Hey guys, let's be fair... and at least not jinx it. Maybe... just MAYBE they are writing it this way (and again I say, not likely but let's not jinx things) so that they all think that she is fighting with Luke or something, like they already assume. Then no one will think that she knows anything or where Luke is or be able to help get him. Then when Luke comes home we can have their whole private thing with all the help she was not letting on and getting him the info (Remos... let get some more of that by the way). Some nice touching bit about her leaving and how much they missed each other and he wanted her there, yata yata yata. PS... I don't know if I said this yet but I'm kinda looking forward to his return (I am anyway fr Lunacy but really for this reason) b/c this will be the first time EVER that they didn't part on bad terms. Not only that, he left and they were on GREAT terms... she left with him, he was committed and very excited to be with her. This is a first and I can't wait to see it play out. I could and very well will be disappointed, but I'm going with it anyway. COULD be fantastic!! Later guys

Hey all, I guess, as we all knew or at least suspected... no Tracy today That just flat out sucks, that's what I think. Oh my God, I was going to be good and go to the gym today. I've been really good about it actually. I've been running about 5 miles 4-5 times a week and doing an hour of resistance 3 times a week, like my traibner wanted me to (the pilot program I'm doing this time is with a trainer instead of the other guy I used with the same company... and it's a woman so she can better work with a woman's weight issue that a man, or at least I thihnk so... and I love her, she's so adorable!) She gave me the whole schpiel (she's very excitable) about how she loves having me in her group and she loves my energy and the energy of having a young girl brings to everyone else. Then she went on about how I am in such great condition (not wieght wise, but otherwise with muscle tone and general eating and all that) and she had me go to her kettle bell class. Holy Mother of God, if no one has ever heard of it... go!!!! I told her I wanted something I would be able to feel the next day and she asked how I thought this class was b/c she's still relatively new to teaching it and I was the only one she knew already, plus she knew my issues with all of it, with how much I work out but nothing changes and I don't ever feel anything the next day b/c I have a lot of mucle to begin with. Let me tell you, I can't move. If I had to squat down to put something away at work I couldn't get back up without using my arms to hold my weight. I stayed home from the gym b/c my legs are killing me after that and being in heels all day. Oo joke all, if anyone is looking for something that is REALLY going to make you work (I only say it b/c I hear everyone on here talking about dieting and excersize like every other woman) this is so it. Ok, I'm done now. Hooked... any news on that letter? Did you read it for me yet? No rush, just curious

sorry, really quick post today... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEB!!!!! oh, and I loved the video Stace!

I SO have that 90's clip. I LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!!