Edited January 2, 200817 yr by Ryan Chandler
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My head is spinning in confusion right now...

"Oh for goodness sake, get down off that crucifix. Someone needs the wood."

- Adam/Felicia, "The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert"

I was going to take a brief nap, but folks that can't seem to get the concept of the term, "wearing out your welcome" ruined all of that. It's time for folks to pack up their stuff and get the hell out...I don't care where they go, but they needed to leave like yesterday.

Dinner tonight at 9 in Hells Kitchen.

I need a freakin' cocktail.

"Maybe"

I’m strong

But I break

I’m stubborn

And I make plenty of mistakes

Yeah I’m hard

And life with me is never easy

To figure out, to love

I’m jaded but oh so lovely

All you have to do is hold me

And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be

If you’ll trust me, love me, let me

Maybe, maybe

Someday

When we’re at the same place

When we’re on the same road

When it’s okay to hold my hand

Without feeling lost

Without all the excuses

When it’s just because you love me, you let me, you need me

Then maybe, maybe

All you have to do is hold me

And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be

If you’ll trust me, love me, let me

Maybe, maybe

I’m confusing as hell

I’m north and south

And I’ll probably never have it all figured out

But what I know is I wasn’t meant to walk this world without you

And I promise I’ll try

Yeah I’m gonna try to give you every little part of me

Every single detail you missed with your eyes

Then maybe

Maybe, yeah maybe

One day

We’ll meet again and you’ll need me, you’ll see me completely

Every little bit

Oh yeah maybe you’ll love me, you’ll love me then

I don’t want to be tough

And I don’t want to be proud

I don’t need to be fixed and I certainly don’t need to be found

I’m not lost

I need to be loved

I just need to be loved

I just want to be loved by you and I won’t stop ‘cause I believe

That maybe, yeah maybe

Maybe, yeah maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice

But I’m thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe

Everyone out there who is having a bad day, I hope it gets better and you are in my prayers.

I just hate seeing my close freinds bogged down....

They changed my work shift on me. I now have the enviable 8:30 to 5 shift. Now, because I am low woman on the totem pole, I will be taking the ever so crappy 11:30 to 8 shift. Not by choice. At least I get to sleep in.

Plus, they are tearing down my favorite Italian restaurant and putting in a damn Walgreens. My town doesn't need another drug store. We already have a Walgreens, two Brooks, two CVS' and a super Walmart. We are not that big of a town. THis is the only restaurant that serves good Italian food and isn't a chain restaurant. Even Mike Boogie likes it, he wore there T shirt in BB.

So not happy, but I will get over it because it is the weekend

I'm so tired. I should nap. But dammit I can't.

I'm so tired. I should nap. But dammit I can't.

Come Shawn. Come sleep with me. Lay your head upon my chest.

Come Shawn. Come sleep with me. Lay your head upon my chest.

sings "Put Your Head On My Shoulder"

You know my soul

you know everything about me there's to know

you know my heart

how to make me stop & how to make me go

you should know i love everything

about you don't you know

that i'm thankful

for the blessing

and the lessons that i've learned w/you

by my side

that i'm thankful so thankful for the love

that you keep bringing in my life

in my life

Thankful so thankful

You know my thoughts

before i open up my mouth & try to speak

you know my dreams

must be listening when i'm talking in my sleep

i hope you know

i love having you around me don't you know

that i'm thankful for the blessing

and the lessons that i've learned w/you

by my side

that i'm thankful so thankful for the love

that you keep bringing in my life in my life

Don't you know that i'm thankful for the moment

when i'm down you always know how to make me smile

thankful for the moments & the joy that your bringing to my life

for the lessons that i've learned

for the trouble i've known

for the heartache & pain

that you've thrown my way

when i didn't think i could go on

but you made me feel strong

with you I am never alone

thankful so thankful

thankful for the blessing

and the lessons that i've learned w/you

by my side

that i'm thankful so thankful for the love

that you keep bringing in my life in my life

thankful so thankful

when i'm down you always know how to make me smile

thankful for the joys that your bringing to my life

thankful so thankful

^ Aw that's pretty.

Ryan, you should send me that DAYS soundtrack and the kelly cd so i can blow you again.

Jen that pic in your avatar is smokin hot

Ryan, you should send me that DAYS soundtrack and the kelly cd so i can blow you again.

I ditto that, DAYS soundtrack. And maybe Kelly, 'cause Kelly is love.