This is sad.
I had a great friend who was an alcoholic. He tried to stay sober. It was a rollercoaster. He admitted to me that he couldn't take it anymore. His self worth was so low. We would chat either by phone or by text regularly. I had lost a family member so I wasn't doing well. I finally pulled myself together and checked on Paul and noticed he hadn't called or text me. I thought he was busy with work. I later found out from his sister he had committed suicide by hanging himself. I found out he died the same day I lost my aunt. It hit me hard. Later on I found out he was reaching out to me a few days before he committed suicide.
How I still miss him to this day.