It was actually in reference to the reason for Ashley's return.

That's they way I interpreted the quote. Isn't she coming back because of Delia?

Yes, it's the circumstances she's returned for.

‘Y&R’s’ Eileen Davidson: When Ashley Returns To Genoa City, She Is ‘Traumatized!’

“It was pretty depressing,” she reveals about the overall mood on set and the emotional funeral scenes in which she’ll be taking part beginning Monday, October 28. “Especially when you’re dealing with the death of a child. It’s a horrible thing to play. I remember I had to play it when I just had my baby (Faith), and they didn’t even tell me, because they didn’t want to freak me out. Really hard to do.”

Edited October 21, 201312 yr by Y&RWorldTurner