Maxim

The most important thing for me when I finish watching a soap episode is... how I feel after. And if I want to see another episode. And baby - I WANT ANOTHER ONE. I feel even sad that it's done and that I have to wait. That's the child in me wanting more and more and more ice cream.

@Contessa Donatella Can't wait to see your reaction when you watch the first episode!!!!!!!

I will have to wait too for it to be uploaded since I missed the beginning. But I'm so happy. The fact that we'll get another episode in less than 24 hours seems UNREAL to me.❤️

This makes me sooo happy. This first episode had some many sharp lines and witty comebacks... And so much soul and LIFE in it. So much energy. MVJ is a MASTER. Happy 1st EPISODE Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I missed the first 20 minutes, but I loved all the rest of it. I have absolutely no negative things to say. Maybe it's the adrenaline or the fact that I'm so hyped right now... We'll see how I'll feel by the end of the week, but right now... I'M ON BTG-EUPHORIA!!!!!!!!!

I'M IN LOVE! IN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE.

Let me be the first to give you a housewarming present!

SHUT UP! I AM TALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"So now the plan is to flaunt this woman in my face" WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF. The drama is starting!

I was just thinking this!

I love the background music in this scene. God I am already in love. This is what we needed. This is a brand new beginning for all of us soap opera fans. Anita is just mesmerizing. I like both sisters and I think beyond that rivalry... there is deep love.

The show is stunning! God I have tears in my eyes! "He is unworthy of even 1 of your tears"!

Anita is STUNNING!!!!!!!!

Not in USA. GERMANY. I'm not using an illegal stream.

Dani is giving me Erica Kane vibes! I love heeeeeeeer. "Thank you for your permission Nicole" LOL

Clothes are falling off!

OUR PATRIARCH IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HANDSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT MAAAAN IS AGEING LIKE FINE WINEEEEEEEEE I'M LITERALLY SHAKING! CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S HAPPENING LIVE! I WAS ABOUT TO START CRYING WHEN MY STREAM FAILED. COMMERCIALS!

I FOUND A STREAM! WATCHING! BUT I AM MISSING THE FIRST 20 MINUTES GOD DAMN

I can t fin a working stream I'm going to scream

Haaaaa. Thank you for sharing this.

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Oooooh, And I am 100 percent in agreement about Natalie's hair - I miss that golden long fountain of hair, the current hairdo is so matronly.

I haven't updated you guys in a looong time.🙃 Nearly a week! Before going away for my birthday though... I managed to watch quite a lot... and then I came back to AMC yesterday evening with a 2-3 hour marathon before sleep! So let's begin, shall we! 🐍 May started with FIREWORKS! The Dixie/Adam saga reached a tasty climax when Brooke finally found out the truth - her disgusting white-haired jerk of a husband penetrated the all so innocent looking Bible-holding villager - Dixie. And got her PREGNANT! ddddddddddddddddddddd.mp4 Brooke HARDCORE unleashed on both Adam and Dixie... and then exited dramatically... leaving Adam alone with his disturbing hallucinations of a veiled entity walking around the house. That's what you get for f-cking with Brooke English. The only people that are still around are Stuart and the Devil herself - Karen... smiling and giggling while people's worlds collapse. She, let's not forget... was the instigator of all this reveal happening. Brooke, after getting hit by a car... in quite the unintentionally comedic scene... found solace at Tom's (who wouldn't 😈) and then immediately filed for divorce. Good girl! Adam tried to crawl and beg, but Brooke was unflinching! BRAVA! Finally a soap opera character that doesn't act like a pathetic doormat! Then the selfish jerk moved ASAP to manipulating Dixie again and asked her to marry him. She said "No" - prepped by her brother, sisters and Tad who looks to be falling in love with her. Desperate for attention... Adam faked a suicide attempt, gaslighting Dixie into giving him a second chance.. She, the stupid and naive girl that she is... finally gave in and said Yes. The other storyline that really took a turn for the better was the Natalie/Jeremy and the ex from the past thriller-series. Marissa and Palmer are working together to drive a wedge between the newly married couple. Jeremy confessed to Natalie that in a moment of passion he was tempted to f-ck Marissa (now that is something you should never tell your spouse even if you are sworn to always telling the truth LOL), but he... managed to control himself. How noble of him and his penis! Natalie was supposed to be... what Thankful? That he spared her a potential STD!? Of course... that triggered Natalie the f-ck out! She started he own revenge campaign with the help of her lovely and always stunning friend Donna. Natalie called Deportation offices and reported Marissa for being an illegal alien. (Ooops) She then had to give the police proof that Marissa was illegal! In a very suspenseful scene Natalie went into Marissa's room at the Valley Inn! Lo and behold... who was waiting for her at the door - EVIL Palmer! Meaw. eeeeee.mp4 That's where I am at! I will continue later today after work! So far May has been times and times better than mid to late April, even though there are still some messy storylines - Nico and Cecily's fake wedding-comedy stuff was really annoying and not my cup of tea. Couple of cute moments was all that I got from it. And mid 20s Maurice Bernard being shirtless all the time. That's all there was. The Erica/Travis drama is in some sort of a pause right now, which I understand since Erica pretty much dominated months of storyline. She is only crying and holding the Bible asking Jesus to help her deal with the aftermath of f-cking a married man. As if Jesus doesn't have better things to do!

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After a wonderful birthday holiday I returned to Germany who had elections yesterday and they gave the far-right n''i party 20 percent of the vote. How much more depressing can this get? Will I live to see my marriage to my husband become just a piece of paper without any standing to it? I am scared. And meanwhile in my birth country homophobia is becoming so prevalent and so in fashion that people feel it's okay to spur homophobic slurs under all social media and absolutely NO LAW defends us. I've stopped posting under social media, because the russian-bought trolls find that I'm gay and they attack me every time about it. It's just... sad. I'm 30 years old for f-cks sake and I'm feeling like these people are stealing my life from me. When will it change again? Will I have to suffer though this my entire youth? All of these are rhetorical questions.