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God with the - I’m dying. Tuned in for 3 minutes at the end. Yawnnnnnnn. Honey we are all dying - next. Please don’t do this again. Will anyone check to see if she really is dying? No. Will anyone ask what do it told her so? No. Do people live with heart failure? Yes, for years and they’ll pop Finn’s heart in her next year when they write him out, if it’s even true. \/\/

While Hope sounds pathetic in her excuses, I do wish she would slap the smugness off of Steffy's face or at least bite back. In front of Finn - why not? "So, you guys thinking about adding to your family? Are you going to do it naturally, or have your mother wait around outside of hospitals to snatch or buy babies again like she has in the past, you know, from basically unknown and untrusted sources?"

Wait. I have it on at the beginning. It’s all over? That was wrapped up without a fall from a balcony and one shoe off? Lollll Bill loved being Luna’s Dad? For what - 1 week???

I haven’t seen it this week, the screaming cage scenes - were skip it material for me. But I’m telling you - GL should have gone the route of despicable Michelle Bauer when they had her. Kind of a nod to their sister show and Lisa. Was meant to be the sweet friend. Then she wasnt!

Is Charlie still alive? Isn’t it time he be reviewing security footage and think Finn was helping Hope relax a little too much and wonder If it’s an invasion of privacy so he shows Liam or Katie because he’s just trying to do the right thing? Hahaha

I tuned in today from the beginning to end for the first time in a year at least. And thought the same thing as I did back when Quinn hauling people around. Actress did perk up. But back in the day - all of that would have been set up but lasted out the reveal maybe 6 months on Y&R. Now I love Y&R but when it got such huge kudos for consistency - I used to say, because so little happens. This was warp speed, actually glad, this was kind of a lucky day!

So what isn’t making sense is where Sheila fits into the Steffy, Luna etc. thing. Because it always goes back to Sheila and or missing toes, so, how does Brad Bell get there? She’s the one who does the rescue or Luna is Mary or something? PS - actress who plays Luna - majorly flat back/no butt. Wardrobe, watch the pants, looks like she got mashed back there.

I must see because although she was only Michelle Bauer for like 3 years there were a few occasions where I said - oh my - our little Michelle could be despisable? Ha! And I thought maybe GL should have done it.

If Taylor and mints are involved I won’t miss it. I hope Steffy walks in on it somehow with Hope. “You needed to worry about your Mom instead of me apparently. Room for all kinds of sluts in the Valley”

I watched for about 5 minutes yesterday and Steffyshrew was alive and bitching. GASP you kissed Hope. it’s been a day - did she get the marriage annulled and is she pregnant with Liam’s spawn again yet?

She is a fine actress, seemed very - if Michelle Bauer were a grown adult. Not Taylor at all and it looked and sounded like 2 friends talking. This is not Taylor and I won’t ever remember this Taylor.

I propose Jimmy Fallon as a guest once a week and pop in from the corner of the room and exclaim “eh meh gehhhd UHEWWWW, just LIKE Ew!” and Finn has quickly become broey dude from the 1.5 shows I’ve seen in 3 weeks.

Enter lame plot device. Finn gonna fall and bumps noggin? Car accident? Only memory is the hot Hope Kiss! Loll she’s my wife!

Then what is the purpose of bringing her back? That means this version of Taylor is also just temporary for some high stakes/low payoff story that will probably ruin what was left of the character. I liked KA more than the original Taylor. Not usual that this many people like a recast and then toss it aside with an attempt like this. I know she was only on Guiding Light for a couple of years but I see "Michelle". Not Taylor. And I think fans of other shows (Greenlea? Greenlee?) - will probably see her (RB) as that. Because Taylor she is not.

I look at that pic and - I don't know what I would have picked for a shell with that red jacket. Odd, but reds can go with reds - so I would actually want to see a mauve/burgundy. Then probably throw that out and go with cream or white. What I do notice now - all over the place. It's everywhere and I did not want it to ever return. Gold jewelry. I think it looks great on Tanned Italians. Not anyone else. I just love silver and white gold and platinum.

and aside from the fact that Hunter Tylo and the character were about 62 or 63 since she and Brooke are supposed to be about the same age and now Tayor really is 10 years younger hahahahaha

So - my second story, about my time at the recovery facility, near Havre de Grace, MD. This is not out there on the Internet, or any particular search that I found. One of the things I decided while there was that I had to deal with my own bouts of coincidence, feelings, premonitions, just odd things that have happened to me consistently over my life, as well as presences that I sense, and generally whether they are male or female, and on occasions - visions that I have or feelings (intuitive feelings that I have). That I thought, everyone feels this or can do it, they just don't nurture it or something? But, no, I've found that's not true. Not everyone has this, but anyway - one of the things I faced in rehab was that I have to be honest with myself and others. I just can't do this anymore, and if something happens or I feel something, I'll keep it to myself if I can, but also - I need to say something. I have to say something to that person or at least validate it. Or try to so that I do not feel crazy. Maybe that would help. So, I decided to do tell the counselor, even though I know this is also a symptom of an alcoholic, that they can think things of grandeur. And someone will think you're still in the DTs or something. Or, it can be a sign of narcisstic disorders also. But anyway, I just decided to breach the subject with the counselor assigned to me. I also had to do it because - I had a very strong feeling there. About the room where we had our counseling sessions and group work. I had to say something and I knew it. I had to just tell someone and this was it. I just had to do it. So, I told her these issues I've had my whole life, and I just said - I understand if you had to call a doctor or refer me to a specialist, but it's important that I be honest, and tell you this. I was surprised when she said she did believe in paranormal abilities in people. And I basically said - promise me that you'll listen to me. And she said she would, what did I want to tell her? Now mind you, when I knew I was going to this facility because my insurance was good, and I wanted to go, and I wanted to go here. But, given my issues I want to know where I'm spending 35 days, because of my issue. I browsed and googled and researched the internet for this place - and there are no reports or were NO reports at that time of anything haunted, paranormal otherwise. I just knew it was part of or WAS a former Senator of Maryland's property for years (Tydings), but that's all the information there was about the facility, other than its history of being a very high-end treatment facility, one of the best in the world. I just described what I felt - to my counselor. And I said, it's such a strong feeling I can only describe it, and please don't react if you know anything about this place - I've read nothing, there's no haunting recorded on the internet about here, because I looked. Because of my issue. But, wait until I'm finished until you react. There is a young woman here, now all I know is it was Tyding's property, but I would guess this was the main house, where they lived. Obviously many of the other buildings on campus here were built, but this was his house. But a female is here, probably 20's to 30's at the most, I say 20's to early 30's, she stands at that window. One of these was probably a bedroom, but she is waiting. It's like she's expecting, there's great anticipation. And it's a feeling of 'I would know by now'. Like, "I would know by now if he weren't going to be here". He will be here, or I would know by now. She has that feeling of great expectations of excited to see someone - him. Whoever he is. But that's what I get, and - she didn't live here. I'd say she came here frequently or enough to feel comfortable around here a little bit but she didn't live here. And she's not here all the time, she comes and goes, wouldn't be surprised if people see her at the window. That's so cliche but I see that. But she's waiting, and excited. The counselor laughed and said - and you've talked to no one. Nothing, because I know - no one or only very very few people know this. Yes, I believe you 100%. So you know Tydings, the Senator owned the property. It was not only rumored, but kept very quiet - no one knew this. Until someone from the secret service confirmed it at some point, but it was true. They would bring Marilyn Monroe here, and she would stay right here, waiting for JFK to meet. This is one of the places they would meet. Happened on a few occasions. And Marine One would land right on the lawn. No one knew he was here. That is why I never tell this story. Of course the gay guy would pick up on Marilyn Monroe. But - I was stunned. She was stunned, because I couldn't believe I nailed her feelings and described what she must have felt perfectly. She likely still visits, I believe because I'm sure it held very special, private memories for her. Now I know I sound a little bit crazy, but it's true. I'm so glad you started this thread. I tried to start one a long time ago in here, no replies.

You know - Diane Downs said to Ann on that Oprah episode. Oh Ann you’re so horny it’s ridiculous. VERY close to that. Accused her of having the hots for Ted Bundy herself.

Very interesting story, do you believe he was real, or do you think just very strong apparition? I can’t believe hotel reception would be so aware of a real person that they’d risk confronting them. Which tells me they know, it’s their problem resident ghost. I do have a story about Ashley, where I did my recovery. But, I was glad that I told a counselor what I felt, and what I sensed, because she actually validated it. It was the second time in my life that I told someone so it was good to be validated. You sometimes think you’re crazy, and while my alcoholism runs in my family, I also had to promise myself I’d deal with my experiences. And it started right there. By the way, lol this is what Diane Downs accused Ann of. Being a deviant. On Oprah she went after Ann lolllll God I miss good ole Oprah at 4 in the afternoon.

Secondly - so my personal story. I've told only a couple of people. I am a recovering alcoholic, and have really bad social anxiety. I went through recovery at a really great facility near Havre de Grace, MD. It's on the level of Betty Ford - higher. Like, one of the top two or 3 facilities for recovery in the U.S. They're snotty about it too. Ha, they deserve to be, they really are the best. Many celebrities have been there, professional athletes, politicians, etc. I'm a normal gay Male. So - I have a story about THAT facility, but I owed you my encounter with a serial killer. A few years ago I was watching a paranormal show, and I cannot believe, given my interest in true crime and the paranormal, dealing with my own clairvoyance and sensitive issues as I'm both. So anyway, watching a paranormal show about a case at Fox Hollow Farm, and the killer is a man named Herb Beaumeister. Around 1993, Spring of 1993 or 1994, I played volleyball in a tournament in Indianapolis - a gay team/tournament. The host bar was a gay bar and I cannot remember the name of it, but not unusual. Our tournaments were helped by gay bars because we could meet safely there for tournament registration, bracket updates and results were posted at the host facility (usually a bar). All that. So I was with my team at this bar for the tournament and was approached by a man (not my type) who asked what was going in, seemed different for the bar. I explained that I was there for a tournament - that's what the bracket and signs mean, registration. I remember he said "oh out of town" all you guys are from out of town. And I said, yes, we're from the DC area. He said, he had an estate with an indoor pool, indoor, great to have you over. Big farm, outside of the city. And I said, oh all of us? but no because we're all here for the tournament. He said no, just you, but oh yeah, your team? Right, your team. I said, yeah we play all weekend, just here for the tournament, we're all staying (at whatever hotel we were staying). See ya. That was that, and I didn't remember this exchange until. Until. I saw the paranormal show about 10 years ago now, and the show was about Fox Hall Farm, in Indianapolis. And Herb Baumeister was this guy around Indianapolis who had an estate and family, owned a chain of stores. His family (wife and kids) would go out of town once in a while. He would frequent the gay bars and take guys home and murder them in the pool area. Or around the property. It's also believed he was some - Interstate Killer as well - this went on for more than a decade and they don't even know how many men he killed. Usuall people from out of town, down on their luck, families disowned them, but usually from out of town. No one to look for them. Look up the videos on YouTube. And when I saw him on this paranormal show, just a picture - every bell in my brain went off and my hair stood up on end. I remember that weird guy at the bar that night in the Spring of 1993 or 1994. And it was him. And he stopped being interested because - he said "oh. Right your team". Like, they'd be looking for you. Not safe to lure any of these guys tonight, because someone will be looking for them. Too risky to pick anyone up here tonight because any one of them could be here for that. Who even knows, maybe someone was saved or spared that night. To boot. Get this. A news station in Indianapolis had HAD him as an interviewee. Because a truck painting lines on the highway/road outside his house - painted over a dead animal. A few years before he was caught? Like a serial killer, right? Infatuated with dead animals. And creepy how he says something like.....they did it without a second thought! Like, HE SAID THAT. Meanwhile, his victims.

Must watch this. Ok, so I meant to get back to you - two posts, my other will be long. Check out this really REALLY good short film if you've never seen it. Sensational really.

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Well yours is the last post so I’m replying to you. I had not seen it until just now, other than my post the other day. Finn looks like he’s ready to get naked so I’ll tune in. Kinda looks like he wants to get Hope-full. I’d shuck him til there’s nothing left but an empty husk! Needs and desires being discussed.

I haven’t watched since the bad singing homeless guy day. Maybe Hollis still has 10 or 9 toes so maybe he’s not dead. Stefano Dimeara was a behind it all I bet!

I saw the day the weird homeless guy performed. Then was killed I think. It was bad. Not watched since - could they have just not had him sing realistically for 1 bar at the end of a song instead of trying to make it look like all these people showed up for a “superstar”? It looked terrible. I saw Thomas pining for a mother for creepy baby boy Douglas, who - what Dad allows their kid to refer to their latest piece as “mom” after 2 months? He’s not so young that he wouldn’t understand - Dad is a creep. Thomas nor Sheila are redeemable for me. Which makes this all impossible to watch.