AdelaideCate007

Hey guys! Im back! Sorry I've been absent lately, I've been moving to my new family-free apartment (yay!) and enjoying the first alone time, since well, forever lol! and Ive been so caught up in the awesomeness that is OLTL that I've barely watched GH. Yay for Tracy being on tomorrow! -Addie

HEy, I'm hanging in the BR if anyone is around. 8:40 ET

I hate my parents. I HATE them. Now my faux-mother has called my father. He's now called and screamed at me, and done all of their usual [!@#$%^&*]. Mother is now coming up here just for the day apparently to "straighten me out", and informed that I have to take her to my jobs and to school just so she can see that I'm really working and going to school. She also says I have embrassed her for the last time, and that I'm now to call her every morning and at noon so she knows what I'm "up for", and that if I don't call her, she's to assume something is up and that I'm lying again and up to something. She all up in arms about this telephone business, nevermind that she's a grown adult who I know for a fact is capable of operating a telephone, and since the phone works both ways, she could have called me. I'm also apparently a snotty, selfish, self-absorbed little brat who "lies" constantly and who has never loved her. All of this because I changed my mind about working at a camp for 2 weeks!!! and now of course, Izzy and Lucy have called her behind my back apparently and told her that I called in sick the other day, and she's all AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Since she's so damn fond of pointing out that I'm not her biological daughter (thus placing me lower than her "real children"), then maybe I just won't be her daughter anymore. I just won't speak to her if this is how she decides to act. BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

A little late, but CONGRATULATIONS TL!!! anyway, I'm SO excited that my mother is apparently coming all the way to Boston to "straighten me out" this weekend. Whatever. I'm suppose to call her at 10 in the morning to discuss this matter. BLAH.

Hey everyone! Hoped you all had a great Memorial Day! Sorry I've been rather absent lately. I've been working a ton lately and getting ready to start back up with school. So any news on when Tracy and Luke will be back? I LOVE the blog. I was reading it during a meeting at work lol and I started laughing and all of the other like 20 people in there started to stare at me like I was crazy (it was kind of like that episode of Mary Tyler Moore where they're all the funeral for that clown and everyone else is all serious and Mary keeps laughing and everyone turns around and looks at her). Sigh lol

Hey! Sorry I've been gone for awhile. I got back to Boston and then everything was calm and I was resting...until....some friend of Lucy, Izzy, and Zeke's unfortunately passed away in Australia. Weeklong chaos with sobbing all over the condo went on, constant changing of plans as to whether or not they were going to go to the funeral, Lucy losing her passport, Lucy finding her passport, them missing the flight, me having to drive them all the way to aeroport at 3 in the morning for another flight, but they made it. Drama over. and then I went to NYC, and went to the SNL season finale. Yay. and now Im back. Still haven't watched yesterday or today, but they sound awesome.

. NO!!! They can't do this!!!!! Everyone loves ! Why on earth would Guza want to kill that?! Sorry, so not Tracy-related. I honestly dont know why he would do that. I dont understand anything this man does anymore

A comment left on one of my videos on YT: Luke has never looked at another woman like he looks at Laura. Not Tracy, nor Skye. or anyone. They will always be eternal. posted by LukesotherLaura I almost gagged

They do seem to have a habit at SOC of yanking threads that don't seem to be about the apparent "favourites"- i.e. Liz, Laura, Jason, Sonny, Kate, etc

SOC is so ghetto. I don't understand why they close some threads but let others stay open, even though they're getting totally out of hand. I've also noticed that anti-Liason threads seem to disappear pretty fast. Blah. And to add to the earlier conversation, I dont thin Green-Butterfly is a Laura fan; I think she just hates Tracy and Luke.

I was that whole meltdown about Sonny/Carly sex in the limo. I also saw where Guza apparently said that the sex between the two of them is what the audience has been waiting for! WTH.

Hooked, sorry I abandoned you in the br for so long. It took much longer than expected. Olivia ended up coming and then it took her and "Jack" (aka her imaginary friend) forever to decide what "they" wanted, and then as we were leaving, my mother called and was like oh yeah get me some booze, so im sorry about that. Im excited about the Tracy spoilers for the summer! Yay

SOC update: I love the Quartermaines http://boards.soapcentral.com/showthread.php?t=356350 some person just wrote in the who could save GH thread that everyone would love to have Genie and Laura back. I was going to write something back, but then I just decided not to bother lol. Hope everyone's day has gotten better. Mine's been good so far- Mother went to sleep at like 8 so we've had a very nice break from her excessive shouting that seems to kick in once it gets dark outside, the boyfriend of course went at the same time as well, Olivia is playing some computer game, Zeke and Matilda are watching South of Nowhere, and Grandmother went to some card game lol, so yay- I have no one bothering me and Im actually able to get on the computer in peace, and able to work on the Tracy on The City clips without certain irritating people standing over me asking what Im doing every two seconds. YAY.

uh oh...the LnL fans are still acting crazy over at SOC....and this time they've specifically asked the Tracy and Luke fans to NOT come into their thread and bash Laura.... just go look http://boards.soapcentral.com/showthread.php?t=355920 and another one bashing Tracy, this time for harassing Robin: http://boards.soapcentral.com/showthread.php?t=355979

My sister set this up for everyone: http://www.4shared.com/dir/6849232/ddb1921...artermaine.html I'm going to put all of my Tracy/Jane Elliot clips in here. You'll also be able to view the clips before you download and be able to download all of the clips. Yay! Had fun in the BR last night, and messing with those LnL folks over at SOC. Some of those people just need to learn to get over it

I went and backed up Tracy and Luke over at SOC!

Some GH Emmy trivia from GoldDerby that applies to GH: -Nicole Forester achieves two feats: an Emmy nomination as Cassie that Laura Wright couldn't land in 8 years on the show. Forester also got it on her very first pre-nomination; Wright had three straight pre-nominations -The last time General Hospital had one acting nomination was way back in 1994 when Sharon Wyatt was GH's only nom -Rick Hearst is the only acting winner from last year not nominated again this year. Genie Francis was not eligible to be pre-nominated at all. GH's best show tapes are February 1st and 2nd; Tracy is in the second episode, but not the first

Hey you guys. Sorry Ive been absent for awhile. My family went full-tilt crazy then they were fine, and now my mother is even more mad at me than she was before because Im now selfish, bratty, show no respect for my siblings, and treat her like dirt apparently **rolls eyes** and now Im back to not being her daughter anymore and that she can see my disdain for them and that I hate being around them and blah blah blah blah. She now wants me to get into politics and go to law school which I HATE and want no part of, but she keeps pushing pushing and just pushing. My mother is also now threatning to throw out all of my stuff and give it to charity. My sister Matilda who I also hate is now here and is already pissing me off. Why does God hate me?? I want to drop out of school! ahh! But I did love Tracy and Luke today.

Its moments like this that I think that I must have been switched at birth. There has to be some other child born at Royal Perth Hospital on the 15th of December in 1986 who is living with my real parents right now and having a nice happy life while Im here with the lunatics. My mother has now announced that she'll never be able to look at me and think about me the same way again, and says that Im back to my lying, manipulative, distrustful ways, and that Ive disappointed her. She says that I have had life experiences and that Im lived all of these places and blah blah blah. She was going on and on about how she raised me up and all I wanted to do was scream that they didn't raise me up, they dragged me up and dragged me all over the places and right into the middle of their constant chaos and crap. No one is helping me or defending me. Its all apparently my fault. I've turned myself into the victim and Im making them all look bad and lying about them apparently. IM JUST SO MAD AND HURT AND UPSET RIGHT NOW. I just want to scream. Maybe she can just adopt Izzy since she's wonderful, perfect, a gift from heaven, and she's the daughter she's always wanted and they can just all be one big happy family. Hell maybe they can also adopt Lucy and Zeke's other friends Hannah the crack addict and Jenna the slut, and oh maybe 100 orhpans as well since they are all apparently better children than I've been. Then maybe they can just let me be since Im a "bad", distrustful, unthoughtful person. Its moments like this that make me remember why when I was younger I would lay in the bed and dream about who my "real" parents were and when they were coming to get me away from the crazies.

Hey sorry I missed you guys in the br last night. All hell broke loose here. Im now uninvited from going to see my father and Lucy and Izzy left just a few minutes ago, so at least they're gone for a few days. We had big fight about school and all of this stuff. He wanted me to apply for this scholarship and I got everything together, but I just couldnt do it. I felt like I was signing my life away for something I dont want, so I threw it in the rubbish bin and instead mailed him a letter saying that I wanted to take a gap year and do some traveling, maybe volunteer for awhile or get an internship. Well, he got it, flipped out, rang up here acting crazy, my mother then found out, she's now flipping out, and my father now doesn't want to see me and my mother isn't talking to me. We were up until well 3 shouting about it. I ended up crying all night, and haven't seen my mother since last night. Ive been up all night as well. Let me also add that Lucy is now on her second gap year and from what it looks like heading into her third (even stupid Izzy at least makes attempts to go to school) and Zeke took one too, but its now apparently not okay for me to take one. My father is ashamed of my behaviour apparently and my mother is claiming that Im being a selfish immature brat. My father doesnt understand how I could do this to them, and I just wanted to scream at the top of my lungs that this insisted about them, its about me. Im 21 years old of christs sake and all I have to show for my life is a bunch of lunatic family members. I just want to do something for myself for once and stop living a life that someone else wants me to lead. I think another year of hell is starting again. Just UGH. I was so tempted to just leave in the middle of the night, and leave everything behind and then head to the bank and withdraw all of my money, and then head to the aeroport and buy a one way ticket on the first flight to Australia (or maybe Tahiti or Paris) and just never ever come back. I almost did...the bag I packed is sitting on the floor, but I just decided in the end to stay and fight. Hope we get something good on GH, I need it right now.

MsQ, I just watched the video over on YouTube! Its really a great video. Im so gald Tracy is at least making the spoilers these days. And Im lookingg foward to Maxie sabotaging Lulu. She has no business working at Crimson. Ive now been regaled with stories about my sister and stupid Izzy's all night drunken partying, my sister's ONS in Amsterdam and Izzy's 30 year old boyfriend. I don't know if any of you know what the soap opera Neighbours is (its from Australia and its shown like everywhere except in the US apparently) but there this girl on their named Izzy Hoyland as well and they act just alike. She's from Australia too (thats how we know her- long story) and I swear to god she must model herself after her, just like my sister likes to think she's Lucy Coe (but she is no Lucy Coe and Izzy is no Izzy Hoyland). Maybe I should join in on the fun and start acting like Addie from OLTL. And even better, Izzy and Lucy are now coming to visit my father in Argentina too. Another trip hijacked lol....Im just waiting for the rest of the crew to jump in on this trip too. Anyway, its Anzac Day (another Australian thing) and my grandmother is making all of us go out to eat. Maybe we can all fight over who has the most fries again. (rolls eyes)

MsQuartermaine, I thought the video was cute! Im about to go post on the SoapNet board right now. I didnt get to watch today (see below) but I hear Anna's reaction was great. and Halee, this is just for you http://boards.soapcentral.com/showthread.php?t=353661 and anyway, my day has been very eventful. My sister Lucy was arrested and once I got her out on bail (I had to go because my mother was laying out at the beach...sdnfpernfperfnepirgn! blah), we return home to find out she's invited her equally ill behaved friend Izzy to join in on the family trip. No one knew, she just showed up from Miami (Zeke and Lucy even claim they knew nothing about it but i some how doubt that). And now Im having to share my room with her. Im. so. excited. and oh joy, Izzy just pushed Zeke out of the window of the winnebago.

Im very thankful my mother doesn't like the internet and doesn't get on it alot. If she did, she's find a way to invade my life that way the way she has with every single other thing in my life. Me..Im nothing to get excited about lol, and I look extremely fat in this picture for some reason but its the only one I could find:

I have to say Im looking foward to Patrick seeking advice from Luke. That should be good. Im so sorry about venting. I just had to let it out lol, and didn't have anywhere else at the moment. I know you gus aren't interested in the dramas involving my family, but it did get a tad better. Zeke decided (as I'm already 5 minutes away from the beach house) that oh yeah he did want to come pick our mother up at airport so I had to turn around and go back and get him. I was mad but at least I didn't have to drive all the way by myself and deal with the vulture on my own. She was of course her normal self, and before saying hello practically was fixing my hair and had already informed me that I'll never get a boyfriend if I look like I just fell out of bed before we'd even left baggage claim. On the way back to the beach house, she got a call from Matilda's school saying she hadn't bothered to come in today. I have no idea why she thought that leaving a horribly behaved 17 year old alone with no supervision for 5 days was a good idea, and I can't believe she thought that she would actually do what she's suppose to do She's either almost to the Hamptons or Montauk by now or either partying in Manhattan (rolls eyes again)...but she's definately NOT going to go school if there's no one there to force her. Im not even sure why my mother is here, other than the fact that I think she wants to get into my business. and I do have to say that her new boyfriend is definately the youngest yet. And like i said, my mother props them to no end and thinks that all of their behaviour is appropriate and wonderful and propably on the eighth day god created Zeke, Lucy, and Matilda. I, on the other hand, am not so special. the infamous twins: Matilda and lucy: who are these people and why why why am I related to them

I hope there's something good on GH this because, ugh, Im having a bad week! and just have to vent lol (Im so sorry) Okay, so Im now in Georgia on a holiday to visit my grandmother. It started off that it was just going to me and her. Then my obnoxious 19 year old brother and sister Zeke and Lucy (they're twins) up and decided they wanted to come as well and invited themselves. And now, my mother the vulture, my EXTREMELY ill-behaved half sister Olivia (who's 5), and my mother's newest boyfriend- who I've never laid eyes on but according to Zeke, he's young enough to be her child (this is a habit of her's- Olivia's father was 12 years younger than her)- are now all arriving today (they were not invited either). and, my 17 year old sister Matilda is now apparently coming sometime next week (my mother in her infinate wisdom has left her alone in NY with no supervision...wow what a parent lol) when she gets some sort of break from school. All that's missing is my mother's two daughters from her first marriage, Libby, 25, and Maggie, 27 (who according to Zeke- again i haven't met new boyfriend- are not much younger than the new bf), but they're back in England and in Hawaii. Anytime my mother shows up, all she does is complain and whine and critique me while propping my ill-behaving siblings. If its not my hair, its my friends or my clothes or my manners or my whatever. Its never enough and all she does is whine and complain and swoops in with all of her shrieking and bitching and just generally grates on the nevers. Anytime she shows up, we always end up fighting and screaming so Im very irritated that she's now swooped in with her vulture ways and messed up my holiday. and she ALWAYS is trying to blame me for everything. Case in point, she now claims that I ran up the credit card bill. Do I live NY? No. Do I drive into NYC everyday for work and school, therefore putting gas into two seperate cars? No. So how on earth would I have a trail of charges from Sands Point to Manhattan and back if I dont live there? Oh thats right, its Matilda..then its apparently okay. So anyway, my father the sperm bank- who i don't really get along with because all he does is complain about me as well but since he lives in Buenos Aires now, I can somewhat avoid him- has now basically pushed me into coming down there to see my latest new sibling Pippa and have 'bonding time' with him, stepmother, and my half siblings Stella, 6, Arthur, 4, and Pippa. and oh, my older half sister Emma- the one who's almost the exact age as current wife- and her children (yes my father is a grandfather and has children younger than hs grandchildren) are coming over from Sydney. So im now going now there. Basically Im super embrassed of my family and their antics and their just general lifestyle and want to go running and screaming into the hills. Im now going to have to go meet mummy at airport and then drive them all the way back to the beach because Zeke and Lucy- who are both completely worthless FYI- are "too tired". UGH