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  1. Thanks for the responses, KBT, Tishy, and Keith. I truly appreciate all the love you've given me. And Keith, you're right; Paul is truly a keeper. He'll be my best friend for the rest of my life. It's still a bit hard for me, but thank the heavens the response was what it was and not complete shunning or else I wouldn't even be in the state to reply right now. I'll always love Paul, but I know he'll always be there for me.
  2. Well, I finally told Paul my feelings. I was all trembly and nervous and was stuttering through telling him how I really felt for him and how much I loved him. I then started sobbing suddenly (not like I was planning to) and he held me and told me that he didn't feel the same for me but that he loved me irregardless. He gave me a teensy tiny peck on the mouth to make me smile and said, "If I were actually gay, we'd be [[email protected]#$%^&*] right about now." But don't cry for me; I'm fine and I'm over it (but not over it over it). It feels good to get that off my chest. Now I'm try to go to the neighborhood video store with Paul and rent some horror movies. We're just in that mood right now.
  3. I think I'm gonna tell Paul my real feelings today. I don't know if he'll never talk to me again after this, but I just can't hold it all in anymore.
  4. Birthday sex? I can't even get a birthday handjob, but you get BIRTHDAY SEX?! Pardon me while I go into the fetal position.
  5. This new look, it's kinda offputting, but I'll get used to it. I can't believe I'm awake after all the cramming I put in.
  6. You too, Brandeis. Besides, it's nice to have some time off of school and chat with all my old buds here at SON.
  7. I just have a sick feeling about AI. Now that Sanjaya has delivered his best (and hopefully last) performance, I have a sick as hell feeling LaKisha is going home. I hope it isn't true, but I have a really bad feeling about this.
  8. I swear, if I were anywhere near the NY area, I would so be at that party. But since I won't be there, may I wish you a happy birthday and a whole lotta bone.
  9. I'm such a whore, even my kidneys are whores.
  10. No. For one, I'm a guy. And two, she was a complete and utter b!tch and I like to think of myself as a good-hearted person....I hope. I'm not gonna get him drunk or anything like that; it just sounds desperate and most of all dishonest and sorta-rape. So, you think I should tell him?
  11. Well, once in a while he flirts with me a little. We hug once or twice a day and we used to share the same bed until recently, not because he had issues with it but because I bought a new mattress finally. Paul's girfriend dumped him because she said he wasn't "good enough" for her. (What a b!tch) Which is BS because he is the nicest most committive man I know, my other roomies (who are also super nice) included. He hasn't taken it well; he was really depressed the first few weeks after the break up. Paul really loved that girl and she did the Hokey-Pokey on his heart. You just don't do that to someone. (see, I'm getting all protective of him) I love him, and I don't know how to tell him.
  12. Can anyone give me advice on something that's been really stressing on my mind for a while now: Paul is one of my roommates and he's been a really good friend of mine since I've entered college. And he's hott. He broke up with his girlfriend a while ago and he's been telling me that he just can't find the right girl. The thing is, as usual, I have a really big crush on him and I've been really bad at hiding it. Especially during Valentine's Day; we went for dinner together and just pigged out and had a really good time. What should do I do; should I tell him or should I just keep hiding it?
  13. Brokeback Mountain. Extraordinary extraordinariness! It was soo emotional and beautiful and heartbreaking. I was in full on sobs by the ending (which I will not spoil). Heath Ledger's got the Oscar in the bag.
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